Monday, December 14, 2009

Hairban Ribbon Blair Waldorf ~

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Baby blue Hairban Ribbon R02

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*Limited Edition and Limited Stock*

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Monday, December 7, 2009

Kebaya Indonesia

Models in Kebaya cantik imported from Indonesia

Traditional Kebaya is online shop for kain kebaya and kain kurung. You can get high quality of handmade kebaya and kain kurung imported from Indonesia. You can send us email at to make your order and we will check the stock and let you know.

It’s so easy as email us with your NAME, CODE OF ORDER, COLOR, CELL PHONE NO., and ADDRESS.

example: Name – Tia, Code of order- G01, Color-purple , Cell phone no- 0125999900, Address-no. 8, Taman Indah Permai, Kuantan, Pahang, Malaysia

We’ll post your order direct to your door once we get the money transfer (Maybank account number will be send in email once you make an order) . *International packet post will be charging you RM 40*

Free shipping if you order before 23rd December 2009 !!! hurry-up

Kebaya Bersulam Indah

* Kebaya bersulam indah dengan corak bunga timbul yang cantik +
kain bermotifkan batik
* Available in lots of colors
* Harga RM 120

Kebaya in Black (BB 03)

Kebaya in Black (BB 03)

Kebaya in White (BW 04)

Kebaya in Purple (BU 05)

Kebaya Ayu

# Plain kebaya bersulam cantik (bunga tidak timbul) + kain bermotifkan batik
# Available in lots of color (just email us what color do you want and we will check the stock)
# Harga cuma RM 100

Models ayu in Kebaya Indonesia

Kebaya in Pink and Yellowish Orange (PY 01)

Kebaya in Black (PB 02)

Kebaya in Peach (PE 03)

Kebaya in Blue (PL 04), Pink and Purple

Kebaya in Pink (PP 05)

Kebaya in Purple (PU 06)

Kebaya Jarang Cantik

* Kebaya jarang bersulam cantik + kain bermotifkan corak batik
* Available in lots of colors
* Only RM 110

Model in Kebaya Jarang Gold (JO 01)

Kebaya Jarang in Dark Brown (JB 02)

Kebaya Jarang in Maroon (JM 03)

Kebaya Jarang in Pink (JP 04)

Kebaya Jarang in Green (JG 05), Purple (JP 06) and Blue (JB 07)

Kain Kurung Bersulam Cantik

* Kain kurung available in lots of colors.
* Bermotifkan sulaman bunga kecil yang timbul cantik untuk dijadikan baju kurung
* Harga cuma RM 85

Kain Kurung available in lots of colors

Kain Kurung in Maroon (KM 01)

Kain Kurung in Brown ( KB 02)

Kain Kurung in Greenish Blue ( KG 03)

Kain Kurung in White ( KW 04)

Kain Kurung in Pink ( KP 05)

Kain Kurung available in lots of colors Green (KG 06), Dark Brown (KB 07), Pink (KP 08) and Blue (KB 09)

Kain Kurung Dark Purple (KU 10)

Friday, November 20, 2009

ToeFL ~

bila nak dpt marks tinggi for exam English Toefl,
ade org mendesak2..
ade org push2..nak aturkan since bfr start clerkship lgk..sms2.call2
sampai sanggup nk bayarkan exam fees Rp 50k..
sampai sanggup dtg rumah f2f explain kenapa nk seat awal..
sampai rajin ke campus B carik jadual..

tapi saye xready..
sebab die expect saye leh dpt higher marks 500+ *stress nyeh*
i'm not really damn good in vocab, grammar, writing (everything about English)..
i can say that i'm better in conversation or public speaking..(better not expert)
i explained that i'm not ready yet..
wait till finals finish then we can discuss about it n how..
Surgery, obgyn, ENT, ophtal, forensic, anaes, public health r more important to get ready ..

if bawah 500 how? terjun waterfront ke?

p/s : kenapa xnak berusaha dl at least sedikit ? Toefl just syarat umum je..bkn wajib lulus for naik doktor muda .. saye pun xpaham *geleng kepala*

Thursday, November 19, 2009

OpIniOn ~


she's an exchange medical student from Ireland in Universitas Brawijaya, Malang..

i love to share opinion with her..when she said that in her country.. education is free for all citizen..

she told me that she disagreed of private university in a country..for her only government university exist..this is to avoid the rich but uneducated students who want to further studies in higher level using their power, money and back door to get the placing.. but the poor students who cant afford the fees in private uni cannot take the risk. if only government university.. all students no matter rich or poor hv to struggle hard to enter the reality of world ;)
besides, private uni can gv any courses that the rich parents wants their child to be as what (either doctor, businessman, accountant or others) .. not for local uni bcs it based on ur highest marks in entrance examination ..
>> i like her points !

she said different culture btwn Asians n Europeans ..
she was wondering why most of us (i mean Asians) shocked when she said that she traveled alone fr Ireland to Indonesia... (transit a few hrs in Hong Kong)
for Europeans.. there's no different btwn men and women.. a woman can do anything just like a man.
i answered her.. in Asia especially Muslim countries.. a father cares about their daughter's safety.. maybe if i travel alone in Indonesia or at Kuala Lumpur.. it might not be safe for me.. maybe in her country, safety can be secure (exp: lots policeman at the alley to chase the bad ppl ..hehe..)..*now we're hoping for badman, superman, spiderman to help the world of criminal*
furthermore, criminal and sexual abuse towards woman is the main point why we "tie" our ladies esp teenagers or young woman to walk alone esp at night. we watched in TV, a girl 10yrs old died n raped by the guards.. omg... this case really touched our heart and we learn fr it to avoid the same incident happen again..
for Muslim, it is forbidden for a woman to go out from her house without accompany by any of her relative..

she came here to learn about tropical diseases like Malaria, Dengue fever, parasites n others.. (yela kt Europe xde kot cases nih)
in her country, common cases like diabetic, hypertension,obesity (just same like here)
:) :)

she said itz cheap for food and shopping here (Euro---- Rupiah??) bigggg diff !!
i gv her cookies as advance Christmas present :)

vAKsIne H1N1 diToLak?

rakyat British menolak vaccine H1n1 coz takut side effect

1 over 20 pregnancy women is only agree to take the vaccine..

>>> Britain memulakan program suntikan vaksin pada 21 Oktober lalu dengan mengagih dos keluaran GlaxoSmithKline, Pandemrix dan Celvapan keluaran Baxter untuk pesakit hospital yang berisiko tinggi, pekerja kesihatan barisan hadapan, kanak-kanak dalam kumpulan berisiko dijangkiti selesema bermusim, wanita hamil dan mereka yang mempunyai sistem imunisasi lemah

wow.. ok i think my body already has the immunity to against the new pandemic viral..
even itz just like the common flu symptoms.. the viral can spread fast esp to low immune ppl...

p/s: say it virus !

Monday, November 16, 2009

buZZ ~

smlm bengang ngn seseorang nih yg xpaham2 bahasa ...jgn buzz ..jgn lah.. nih mmg nk kne smackdown btoi.. smpai sye logged out coz annoying ...kan dh ckp i was studying that time.... notebook atas meja study jgk....

p/s: kenapa org xpaham bahasa melayu? nk ckp bhse kadazan nyerk?

Saturday, November 14, 2009


sye, mirul, wahida n renukha in 1 group kat Wad Kandungan on last friday..

ibu nurse tu kasik la kitoeang CM -Catatan Medis coz doctor suh blaja case n present nnt for discussion..

after dah penat nk baca tulisan doctor yg buruk n berterabur xpaham tu.. kitoeang pn mintak permission kt nurse tu nk g history taking kt patient...

ibu N, 27 yrs old.. bleeding pervaginaam for 3months.. n on 9/9 pnh keluar sesuatu seperti anggur warna ungu yg banyak (mola hydatidosa)... at 1st she checked B-HCG meningkat n ingatkan she was pregnant.. nyeri abdomen and flour albous +

so bwt kuret, B-HCG sgt2 tinggi 300+ den bwt PA.. diagnosed choriocarsinoma low risk (tumor ganas tp low risk).. so ibu tu tgh on chemotherapy..

she asked me "dok, saya sakit apa nama tumornya?"
me "nama tumor dlm bahasa medis nya choriocarsinoma tapi low risk, bu"
ibu N "apa bisa saya sembuh?"
4 of us senyap for a while.. sedih tgk ibu muda yg berambut panjang ni..muda2 dh kne cancer...
me "insyaAllah bisa bu kalo ibu ikut 3x chemo dan makan obat yg teratur.. ikut arahan dokter nya yaa"

hopefully ibu N slamat jalani kemotx and sel2 cancer mati sume..xdatang again.. aminnn

2012 ~

last Friday, chox text me during clerkship Obgyen... ajak lepak n lunch..

so chox, pina n me went to Galaxy Mall.. skalik nonton 2012 after lunch jmpe Ned, Khotty, Arisia n others rmai lgk laa.... *sume bdk2 batch melepak kt GM*

2012 seats full horror gell....
jln cite xde la best mane pun... coz mcm xlogic pn ader....
just sedih when a father called his son to say last goodbye n apologize ..
sedih... *menangis kjap*

the end of the day...
that's y we're not permanent living on earth.. every sins n goodness are count..lets evaluate ourselves..walking to the right path...

p/s: frenz fr malang n 1 exchange student fr Ireland at my house over the weekend.. g TP n GM ..dieorang shopping gell.... fuh2..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

VT ~

starting 9th nov, dah start clerkship obgyn...

selasa msk kt IRD lt 2, tp time turn kiteorang xsempat plak nk tgk kuret... group dpn je smpt... *kuret coz ibu tu incomplete abortion so nk buang sume if got jaringan janin yg tertinggal dlm uterus*

rabu, kt poli kandungan..
since rmai sgt patients kt poli.. dr. Slamet suh ktioang msk ber2-2.. i msk ngn mirul that time.. patient dtg coz keluhan bleeding dh 3months n terasa bende aneh dlm dlm vagina..
so, dr bwt extraksi biopsi for PA coz patient rujukan fr RS. Propolinggo. muke ibu tu tahan sakit je coz kne gunting sket jaringan yg berdunggul kt dlm vagina. i suspect cancer servix skalik my diagnosed btol since dr pn tules kt catatan medis ca cervix.. *clap2 to myself*
for me i suspect cancer cervix coz age factor.. ibu J aged 53, keluhan bleeding spot dah 3months, susah n nyeri buang air kecil
time bimanual examnination >VT fluxus +,flour -, teraba massa berdungkul clockwise 11-12, potio tertutup licin, CU anteroflexi, adnexa ka/ki normal, CD normal
nxt week ibu J dtg again for control n dpt result PA... hopefully ibu baik2 je n dpt sembuh
case2 lain byk jugak bab flour albus..kt wanita muda *jgn lupe kne tanyer pnh coitus x*

khamis, today kt skills lab gynae...
dr aja byk... best
skalik aja vaginal touche n rectal touche

for me, interesting cases in obgyn... semoga biler dh besar nnt dpt further in O&G ..aminnnnn

Sunday, November 8, 2009

kwN ~

she's my indonesian frenz....we're closed since zmn campus lgk..but sem ni lgk close wif her...

sll every class mesti g makan2 ngn Pina, Meimei, Diar... mkn bubur ayam SMA 5, ade bebeq goreng sdp ngn mee ayam mane tah dieraong bwk...kdg2 g sushi tei, lepak2 kt Sutos, TP, GM..

sll jgak g watch movie wif my indo frenz... esp ngn anak2 Bali..Ugeng, Rama, John n others la.... mmg update laa sume latest movie mesti tgk...

pnh a few times jgk lepak kt umah dier area Galaxy.. family dier baek.. maids die pn baek even tau sye bdk Malaysia *xde la plak nk ksk racun*

for me,
i love my indo frenz..coz they really care about me.... slain Chox, bestfren jgak ngn Diky...die lageklaa sgt2 baik menolong sye in studies n exam...

my dearest bestie
~ Nia

karNivAL suKan @ MaLanG

today i wake up almost at 1pm..
after a tiring day at Malang..
anyway congatz to squad SUrabaYa for winning 1st Volley boys n gurls, Futsal boys and Badminton too !! *majulah sukan utk negara*

sakit ankle main futsal..but overall sume games best!
thanks to Kelab Umno Luar Negara Malang, Surabaya, Solo n Jogjakarta !!

hostel tempat tidur pun comfortable !! my dearest roommate Nad, Yasmin n Cyikin yg bwt aksi2 lucha n porns..hahaha

dinner that nite... Acap n me hv to present for opening ceremony wif Sajak..but Din (bdk Malang yg handle acara) last min told us hv to cancel our Sajak titled - Melawat Makan Ibunda- sbb xmasuk ngn event..*yelah we dont knw yg sajak ni for opening ..thought for time break tgh dinner*

so, blk room at 415pm, kelam kabut carik2 kt internet sajak baru.. *courtesy to Nad yg bwk notebook wif internet*... dpt la sajak Melayu - Usman Awang. kelam kabut jgakla bwt slides show n carik2 sound track coz at 5pm.. Malang hantar kereta jemput bdk2 models n sajak anta g hotel for preparation. mandi jdk kelam kabut n xsmpt nk rest after futsal match ! thanks again to Nad byk tlg us copy the sajak fr internet !

sajak ngn Acap was great..event lack of practice coz last min tukar tjk sajak.. rmai yg ckp best !! thanks to Saffy jgak yg handle bdk2 performance..*sian kaki acap skt so jln mcm tempang je* anyway sian Ain n Hafiz.. models surabaya xsmpt nk bwt catwalk..sbb team kne blk awal *bpk driver bus dh mengamok nk mintak xtra charge if over 12midnite*

that dinner.. MC was kak nuzul *my dearest frenz yg terjmpe kt Makassar dl under event Umno jgak* dier random je pick me for tnyer question! hahaa.. jahat btol...

overall thanks to host - Malang..

best dpt jmpe kwn2 fr uni lain !! great events !!!! bwt laaaa lagekkkk !!!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Mama, how a baby get out fr ur belly?

my little cute cousin >> baby Mia

when i was young, aged around 7-9 years old..
i asked my mother.. how did she delivered me?
i was wondering how a baby can labor ... from where ?
i know the baby stayed in the mother's belly .. since pregnant woman always with fat n big belly..
the curiosity of a girl ..

my mother answered me..
" ohh.. mama muntahkan ...keluar lah adik intan...uwek2..nangis"

i trusted what mama said till i learned sciences in high school, TKC

last holiday, i went back to Malaysia..
i asked my beloved mother either she still remember what she 'lied' to me..
she explained that, she don't like a small kid knows about "vagina n woman things" wait till u grow up and learn about it..

now, i am a woman, aged 23..
will having a baby.... pregnant n labor sooner..
i learn obgyen n i love it.. lots of "vagina n woman things"
and i knew that there's no connection between GIT (gastrointestinal track) and uterus
i plan to further specialist in O&G 1 day..insyaAllah..

to Mama,
i love ur trick n lied to me when i was a small kid..
...n i trust u..

what if my future child will ask me the same question?
should i answer the same like what my mother answered ?

lalalalala ~ 6th nov..

just a few days ago je THiLa's .. epy 23 syg..i gv her a pair of ear rings...burfdy my bestfren on 22nd plak..plan to gv her a pair of shoe.. post ke Bandung :P

everday turun for futsal practise... finally tonite we'll going to Malang for d battle.. ahahha.. yeay2 volley, futsal n badminton.. against Malang n Jogjakarta.. all the best for Malaysians students !!!

dinner... performance band xjadik... so Saffy mintak request... yg sayer terkejut gell baca SMS..hahaha..

so ape je bwt activities for smlm...hmmpp

-breakfast tadi i went wif Chox for chicken porridge at SMA 5 .. lame xmkn bubur..sdp..

-class opthalmology sgt2 lawakla dosen dier

-at nite msk ns goreng tomyam bfr off to Aiman's.. pnjm notes nk fotocopy..borak2 ngn mirul, amenk, mail ade kt umah

-lepak kt waterfront minum teh tarik ngn nad, arina, cikin, aki, amenk, mirul, bla2..ramai ntah spe lgk xingat dh...*nakkk maple!!!*

-blk umah..practise kjap ngn acap...bwt sengal2 perangai dier.. ahahhaha....

-abah clled me...borak2 ngn mama... wish i can go back for raya haji..since 2005 xpnh blk raya aji wif fmly..

Ke MakaM BonDa ~



Kami mengunjungi pusara bonda
sunyi pagi disinari suria
wangi berseri puspa kemboja
menyambut kami mewakili bonda

Tegak kami di makam sepi
lalang-lalang tinggi berdiri
dua nisan terkapar mati
hanya papan dimakan bumi

Dalam kenangan kami melihat
mesra kasih bonda menatap
sedang lena dalam rahap
dua tangan kaku berdakap

Bibir bonda bersih lesu
pernah dulu mengucupi dahiku
kini kurasakan kasihnya lagi
meski jauh dibatasi bumi

Nisan batu kami tegakkan
tiada lagi lalang memanjang
ada doa kami pohonkan
air mawar kami siramkan

Senyum kemboja mengantar kami
meninggalkan makam sepi sendiri
damailah bonda dalam pengabadian
insan kerdil mengadap Tuhan

Begitu bakti kami berikan
tiada sama bonda melahirkan
kasih bonda tiada sempadan
kemuncak murni kemuliaan insan.

p/s : appreciate ur beloved esp ur mother before she left us forever..

a call from my father ~

i just get a call from my father n mother...

1st they wanna transfer money to my Maybank account *i'm so happy coz i'm so broke i only hv less then rm40 cash in my hand* -hv to learn how to saving money..thanks to my parents too coz they nvr complaint about my pocket money..

den my dad told me about something happen ...

for me, family bonding is very important.. how we try to break it, how we try to cut d chain,.. finally, we'll facing each other n help wif no lame excuse ...

so, thanks to Allah.. i was born in such a harmony, loving, supporting and caring family... mama n abah always support' their children.. we always can share our problem...

i love my mama, abah, along n adik chik..coz we share together everything. i'm so glad having such a loving family..tq Allah..

*i'm so touching when i get that news fr my parents*

Thursday, October 22, 2009

raSa..mcm naK g... ~

rasa..mcm nak g...

nak g holiday..

rasa mcm nk g travel tour Europe & London ngn family n frenz...g Paris, Rome, Belgium, German..(bley ckp French ... miss plak mounsiuer Hassan et madam Rosnani...-French teachers at TKC)..*ape khabar dieroang skrg?*

rasa mcm nk g Japan & Korea ... n hair style comel2 ala2 Boys Bfr Flowers,.. Juon? hehe.. tgk bunge sakura.. disneyland..mkn SUSHI byk2 ( i love)

rasa mcm nk g Mekah & Madinah.. nak bwt umrah lagek..or dpt kesempatan nk temankan opah g bwt Haji ..(Hjh. Intan Farhana :) )..sian opah nak g lagek tp xde org yg free nk temankan.. *anak2 ade halangan..bfr this she went wif my mother*

rasa mcm nk g US.. nak beli iphone n notebook Apple.. :0 nk g Hollywood carik Beyonce, Britney, Mariah Carey, Eninem, n GoSSip GurLz click ~ hehehe...

rasa mcm nk g Thailand.. nk bwt plastic surgery n psng silikon? ehhehe..nk g Phuket n scuba ~ arghhh heaven (i love swimming)

rasa mcm nk g Australia & New Zealand... nk tangkap kanggaro n lemboo black n white Fernleaf.. nk g tgk setting Lord of d Ring .. natural green, no polution...*guling2 kt rumput n main ski kt gunung*

rasa mcm nk g Gunung Everest.. nk pacak bendera Malaysia kt situ n tules INTAN besar2 on d thick n cold snow..nk main ski.. nk bwt snowgurl (xnak snowman)...

rasa mcm nk g Kutub Utara..mcm documentary about pola bear, salmon fish..

rasa mcm nk g Africa.. nk tgk snd d real Safari wif lions, giraffe, zebras, leopards, n monkeys ..*rasa nk bele cub la*

rasa mcm nk sailing around d world... or naik 5stars cruise .. *warghhhh :)

rasa mcm nk g ...nak g mane lagek....

hmpp...rasa mcm sume tempatlah nk g.. tapi..tapi....

ok2 kumpul duet byk2 !!!! kawin ngn org kaya millionaire..or pilot..kan leh g jalan2 around d world :P

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Is ThaT my BabY?

when my old frenz ym me..asked about fertilization and implantation .. when it happen...(according to Williams textbook 6-7days)

she asked me bcs her friend, (let's called him Pen) ..suspected her wife pregnant not fr his own sperm .... ayat kasar sket...bukan anak dier lah...

Pen went back to continue his studies after 3weeks left his wife.. then he was shocked when he knew that his wife pregnant 2weeks...

my old frenz asked me how itz happen... (since i love obgyen beriye2 lah explain) ...

for me, it is impossible for them to hv baby.. i explain it how it goes since Pen too suspicious about her wife n future coming out baby.. ~

last period/mens of Pen's wife on 17th sept (ovulation around 24th sept - waktu subur 14days before the next 1st day of period)
they had sex btwn 24th till before he went back to Indonesia, 29th

fertilization n implantation of the embrio to uterus around 6-7days
so 3weeks after Pen at Indo, he get news that his wife was pregnant for 2weeks..

logic n msk akal..

p/s: to Pen.. i hope plz dont suspicious to ur own beloved wife..even i dont know both of u.. it might hurt her feeling like u're stabbing on ur own wife's chest when u too suspicious that the baby is not urs.. remember, it was mainan syaitan .. (xkesahlah zmn muda2 org social sane if dh husband n wife..should respect, loyal n believe each other to maintain d bridge )

to all man out there, plz responsible for what u hv done.. ingat halal haram esp free-sex ~ seronok kt dunia jer, azab akhirat xleh lari jgak

hope Pen believes that the baby from his own sperm n believe that i'm trying to help both of u. but if u still cant accept my theory..u can do DNA test after the baby born

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Nur Kasih ~

best gell drama series nih!!! OMG korang tlg la tgk starting ngn 1st episode... *xpayahla layan sinetron lain tu..asyik2 kisah cinte anak SMA - bdk sekolah...* boring..mcm dh predict ending mcmne...xlarat dah...blaja ntah kemane, bercinta je tau *unless cite Baim Anak Soleh tu ader la jgak manfaat for young children nk tgk...

loves btwn husband n wife, friendship, Islamic style vs western life, traditional culture, relationship btwn parents n children, pahala & dosa..

seriously u guys should search n watch it online >>> tv3 online..
when my old frenz asked me how i can know d drama ...dier terkejut bdk overc pun tgk Nur Kasih..hehehhe.. (dah xsuke tgk sinetron)

p/s : supporting local drama series !!!! sumpahan bunian pun best tau !!!! nora danish sgt comel pkai tuds

MC ~

smlm g kdai fotocopy .. ader sorang mas nih tanye sye bdk dentist ke ..i answered him "dokter umum" .... rupe2nyeh die nk mintak MC coz tgn dier burn kne air panas ( stage 2a) . i said " mas, saya masih mahasiswa..anak kuliah.belum dokter lagi..g bisa beri surat sakit" .... kalaulah saye dh doctor, mesti dh ksk free MC kt mas tu..

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

gurlfRenz..MidniTe Hangout ~

karoks ngn samud, cikune,izni, loot, chaong,paye, alia, izni..till lewat pagi -3am

celebrating Bachelorrate Party for Chaong at Restro Rahsia, KL~

me wif my bestfren 4eva ~

my 2nd gurl in my batch- munchers tkcians 9903 will be marry soon..
i went wif my click of gurlfrenz to celebrate it at Restorant Rahsia, nearby KLCC..

the event started at 9pm..but i had my family at alia n me went by komuter n monorail by 10pm...we reached Ampang Park LRT at 12 midnite..hahaha....oh really miss hangout wif Alia...she's not tkcians but she's my bestfren since premed, bandung

we were not managed to get to Rahsia Restro before we had karoks till morning...time karoks..phya blah dl kuar ngn her bf kejap

anyway, thanks to Samud n Loot for sending us back to Subang...*i forget to bring house aderla tektik2 nak msk umah mcmne* mcm pencuri pn ader..selamat security at USJ11 xtangkap me..hehehe...

p;s/ mama pesan jgn blk umah lewat malam...syukur selamat abah xmarah coz blk umah almost 4am..sebab sok tu dh nak blk Surabaya dah(dhla xpacking barang lgk)....xperlah me..adik intan blk mlm pun hangout ngn bdk2 TKC..3 of them exec petronas at KLCC.. (bukan hangout lepak g club...hehehe) lgpun skalik skale kuar2 midnite hangout wif my gurlfrenz..lame xjumpe...

Thursday, October 8, 2009

akhirnya ~


today, at last seorg homo sapien nih...specifically my classmate bercakap jugak wif me..after we "perang SMS" about anti-Malaysia..itu pun setelah my effort to sapa him 1st to start berdamai (loser btol la nak gado lame2 nih...mcm bangang)...*org educated xsume yg can open minded*

1 late nite, he sms me coz not satisfied wif what Msia had done.. (boring la nk cite bende2 xde faedah nih...psl curik sane sinih xtentu hala laa) den he said he was pissed off when Msia kutuk2 lagu "indonesia raya" after he read blogs n stupid info in internet (carikla source yg relevant sket mcm History # ke) .... i replied "i am angry too when u guys burned n stepped on jalur gemilang but we never do anything towards it..our media nvr provoked anything" >>>> saye replied dlm bhse indo laaa tp nk translate in english

i explained to him panjang lebar ... in Msia we also hv Chinese n Indians besides Malays..we also proud of dragon dance, inai, segala jenis roti kt kdai mamak tu, indian dance, cheongsam, sari dieorang xpnh plak kecoh2 nak "bunuh" kami... sepak takraw, tomyam fr Thailand pun...xde plak org Pattani kt Golok tu nk panah lembing or ambek golok (parang) tikam kt kami...

i asked him y he behaved like this coz other local frenz nvr judged other foreign students (Malaysians laa) like this.... (saye tumpang kete Chox- bdk Bali everyday balik kelas, pnh je tmpang kete2 bdk2 lain jugak g class - Adit & Arisia, hangout over d weekend or after class bersuka ria tgk movie, makan2 wif bdk2 Indonesia dimana saye SORANG je bdk Malaysia pnh pkai bj kurung lgk g Sutos, GM, TP mane2 la..xde plak hal nyeh)xpnh ader bangkit issue nih..

p/s : dier nk pertahankan statement dier je.. saye pun penah joined debate jugak (pnh dpt best speaker lgk tu)...saye ader points2 relevant jugak nk rebel...

ok xper lah..saye dh tried d best to peace d world coz smlm sye sms "i think we hv to f2f about this thing if u still hv anything to explain wif me coz if non of us ..either u or me ...dont make a step to move on, nothing gonna change"

setelah berminggu2 saye tego je la dier (sye bukan jenis suke carik pasal ngn org n xsuke la gado2 nih sbb xde untung)..die pun dah ok n gv +ve feedback..n ksk sye pinjam notes dier tadi..hehehehhehe... ok peace nyerkk !!! sayangggggg Malaysia + Indonesia !!!! yeayyyy

canDi ~

alaa sedeh nyeh..

plan nk g Jogjakarta over d weekend...sok plan nk naik train...
but i'm afraid to go there alone coz pnh bad experienced time naek travel alone g Bali last year..*benci* lagekpun most of my frenz xbg g coz situation xmenentu lately nih kt indonesia...

xsempat la nk jmpe loot, muna, zaim, has, NK, aida, yek n others :( beriye je conferance ngn loot muna zaim bfr this plan nk g jln2..nk g candi borobudur n others....

so biler lagek dpt chance nk g saner?
arghhhhh ...frustating !! *ambek bantal tido*

Monday, October 5, 2009

RaYa RAYA RAyA 2009 ~

siblings rockzzzz

cousins ~

blair n serena

selamat hari raya !! maaf zhr btn !!

bestnyehhhhhhhhhhh balik raya for 2weeks !! puassssssss !!! omg i gained weight gell nih... hate it !!!

even i'm already a woman not yet a big gurl, even already grow-up as gadis melayu n worked hard in kitchen during raya..i still get duet raya!!! RM 250 ! thanks to mama, opah, makteh, pakteh for RM 50 each !!! love my family belah Grik n Alor Setar

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

fake smile ~

i'm touched after get sms from my brother..

hmppp..kadang2 idop mmg susah..xsume selalu kt atas..

kdg2 aper yg kiter harapkan tu xmenjadi..

kdg2 org yg kiter trust.. betray at back

sometimes i tried to smile in fake.. just to cover up everything but actually really deep in heart.. i was crying emotionally..

Saturday, September 5, 2009

when big brother starts to talk ~

along " kamu xtakut ke dah umur 23 xder bf lagek? atleast perempuan 25 dh kne kawin tu okla"
me "errkkkkk...." speechless..

maybe it is necessary for a brother to advise his sister about future in marriage.. or maybe i should move on to find d perfect "kumbang"

anyway along...thanks for ur support bro ! love u as always.. u'r rock bebeh!!!

*between my brother n sister.. we always have open conversation about anything..also wif my parents* ... good communication can create long lasting bonding of relationship either in family members, friends or partner.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

EpY burFdaY LOOT ~

loot n me at Jogja ... muax!

HappY burFdaY LOOt
23rd... stay young, gorgeous, sexy, smart and charming...

love u so much as my BFF...since TKC till today!! no1 can separate us except death..

u're everything for me..thanks for always there for me when i was lonely, when i need some1 to share, thanks for teaching me pharmaco, resep and drugs.. thanks for always there for me to listen my problem..thanks for ur shoulder..

our memories together to Bandung, Jogja, Surabaya and Bali r always in my mind.. cant fade away by time...

i love u so much like no1 can replace u as my bestie..i will always there for u..cpt2 ader BF and kawin ok!!! my future kakak ipar..ahhhaa

Saturday, August 1, 2009

ReCovEred fr SwIne Flu ~

Juanda Airport..

my bestfren came to visit me with mask.. sweet Izni

i started to hv high fever, headache, nausea, vomited, arthalgia, flu and cough on 9th of July.

at 1st i thought only normal symptoms of fever during exam weeks..stress, lack of sleep, low immune..

on 10th i went back to my country. i had high fever on the plane and it seems very serious coz i had chest pain too.then i was suspected H1N1 since the heat sensor detected the red image on the screen. the doctor gave a small yellow card H1N1 if i still had fever i have to checkup to any government hospital immediately.

went i reached home, i wake-up early in the morning and had fever and vomited a few times. so my family sent me to Hospital Klang. thanks to my sister for accompanied me while i was quarantine for a few hours for the check-up. the doctor said i might be high risk coz medical student direct contact with patients at hospital.

the next day, 13th. doctor fr LCCT airport called me. then a few minutes later Hospital Klang called me and confirmed that the nasal swab was +ve H1N1. i was screaming on the phone..shocked with the result. later, doctor fr Petaling called me and interviewed me with lots of questions. - where i am past 1week, what hsptl, uni and home add at indonesia, who i had closed contact with, my plane and seat no, timing and bla2...

3times went to Hsptl Klang n HKL for check-up. home quarantine for 1week with mask all the way.

anyway, thanks to my family members for supporting me,doctors, friends all over the world (so sweet for calling me, sms and FB).. i love u guys.. terharu like every1 seems so concern about me..thanks ! and thanks to Allah for still giving me chance to survive wif this new viral infection.