Saturday, March 13, 2010

CLerKshIP sEm 6 ~



Sem 6 n Sem 7 dulu .. zmn2 clerkship memang best..santai..lepak...

sebab???

2bulan direct kelas sahaja sahaja *sampai panas bontot duduk kt krusi fr 730am - 1.30pm .. tersengguk2 tdo dlm kelas, malas salin notes, ponteng kelas (ini jangan di teladani)

after that, baru mula 1 bulan clerkship.. (clerkship ni main point dier nak bagi budak2 xschock nanti dah masuk DM-dokter muda/ koas/ clinical)

Sem 6 subjects - Internal medicine, Paediatry, Neurology, Dhermatology, Psychiatry, Pharmacy, and Radiology

Tapi utk Kepaniteraan Muda cuma berlaku kpd Internal Med, Paed, Neuro & Psychiatry sahaja

# 1st round was in Psychiatry.
Psychiatry ni meluas, bende2 ni kita tak nampak sebab main dgn jiwa dan perasaan manusia.
- ade seorang perempuan ni.. dia rasa diri dia tak cantik, berkudis semua (memang ade history of Psoriasis)..so time dia masuk kelas, dia puji2 semua doctor cantik2..tapi dia tidak. (xde self-confident).
-ade srg budak kecik comel ni.. aged 7.. dier autisme. Parents dia baru perasan dia pelik fr kanak2 lain start time nak masuk TK (tadika). So, kanak2 autisme ni perlu Day Care yg khusus utk merangsang mereka belajar, urus diri, merespon kepada org lain dll.
-seorang lelaki yang baru je masuk pintu dah mengamok2 ckp "aku mengantok!!", "aku capek!!" aku lapar!!" . disebabkan emosi dia xstabil dan takut dier mengamok kt doctors semua, Dr yang jaga dia bawak dier msk dlm bilik die balik.
-seorang lelaki yang asalnya sihat walafiat.. tapi 1 day ni die accident motor. koma beberapa bulan. after sedarkan diri, dia dah tak kenal siapa diri dia dah..(kesian kat bapak dia dh tua, semua kena jaga kebajikan dia)
-ada budak lelaki ni ckp dia artist penyanyi terkenal *tiba2 nyanyi kuat2 dlm kelas* hahha... (kiteorang pun nanyi jgk sebab dia suke ST 12..layan jelaaa)
-seorang ibu nih after melahirkan anak (operate caeser) trus rasa trauma operate . Tak nak mandi, tak nak solat, tak nak makan n kurungkan diri.

Pernah dlm group kecik, saya jadi Doktor yang anamnesis (history taking) kt sorang lelaki ni. dx schizophrenia. Sebab dia kene msk hospital caused mengamok2 pukul mak dia snd dan mengamok kat kampung. So kene bawak msk Hospital sebab takut bahayakan public. Kelakar time sy tanya dia coz nak tau IQ patient "mas, 5x2 berapa?" (suppose kene tanya 100-7 berapa? den -7 lagi berapa...tapi saya tanya soklan darab lak). Patient tu jawab ngn selamba je "doc, kok soklan gampang ditanya??" . Kawan2 semua gelak... *haaa ambik ko kene sebijik kt muka* hahahahaha

Ada juga for rawatan Methadone utk drugs users yang rasa ingin stop/insaf. So mereka ambil ubat ni (ubat kawalan) utk elakkan rasa ketagih kat ganja, heroin & seangkatan dgn nya.

Ada Day Care utk kanak2 istimewa spt Autisme, delayed speech dll (kanak2 yg perlu pelajaran khusus)

#2nd was Neurology
Susah sebab kene recall back Anatomy. hahahaa.. tp interesting cases and bijak2 laa sape ambek Specialist Saraf ni.
Paling sy ingat time on-call kt Ruangan Saraf, ada patient baru "check-in", so tugas DM and Resident/PPDS kene anamnesis/HT and PE (Physical Examnination) kt patient ni. Best time tu PPDS nama Dr.Intan (tapi beliau lelaki ye..jgn silap). After buat semua PE, dia tanya2 students apa diangnose kami (macam main teka-teki..best kan). Ape lagi semua bende keluar la.. hahaha... At last baru bukak CT-scan patient ni, it was abses kt otak (xingatla scr details). Plg kelakar.. patient nih dier xmerespon apa yang Dr tanya dan xkenal barang semua (afasia, anomia sebab kerusakan fungsi berbahasa akibat kerosakan otak). Tapi time Dr bwt snout reflect, patient tiba2 ketawa.. sebab bagi dia word tu kelakar. (semua Dr, DM and nurse kt situ gelak juga.. hahahaha) Comel sgt moment tu..

Ada patient stroke ni kejang kaki tiba2.. (bayangkan kita yang kaki cramp kejap je after habis jogging, br bgn tdo ke dah mengerang kesakitan)

Exam Neuro oral ngn Dr Specialist. Wah susah !! *itu je mampu terungkap*



#3. Internal Medicine
Even org ckp lab nih penat, heavy, susah bla2.. tapi sempoi laaa time ni.. sebab dgn seorang Dr yang sgt baik hati. Ok actually Dr nih menghidap ataxia (
Ataxia: Wobbliness. Incoordination and unsteadiness due to the brain's failure to regulate the body's posture and regulate the strength and direction of limb movements. Ataxia is usually a consequence of disease in the brain, specifically in the cerebellum which lies beneath the back part of the cerebrum.)
Even dia sakit2 tapi dia sanggup mengajar kami..mmg respect :) Dalam 2weeks kami byk present case, discuss and belajar. Masuk ward pun once je kot. Tgk and discuss patient breast cancer, kidney failure, hepatocarcinoma (liver cancer).



#4. Pediatric
-Kesian tgk bayi a few months dah sakit Willm's Tumor (kidney tumor esp happen at children). Baby ni datang dgn nenek n mak dia from Bali. Jauhkan !! naik train (our teaching hospital handle whole cases of East Indonesia.. Hospital rujukan so semua case byk je nak dapat..untung Dr dpt byk rare cases).
-Sana sni baby nangis, budak2 meragam semua. * tapi kesian sgt..dahla miskin.. keluarga xmampu nak bayar semua kos ubat, treatment, susu, pampers *(sebab time tu kt ward 3rd class)
-Ada budak nih, 8thn diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia.. time sy PE adik ni - hepatomegali, splenomegali S7, dan ada kelainan kt jantung jgk (xbape ingat scr details)
-Pernah time nak check sorang patient ni.. budak kt bed sebelah dia mengamok sebab kacau dia tgh nyenyak tidur (mak dier yg kejutkan dia..bkn kami) tiba2 mengamok2 and ludah kt kami (skittttt je lagik nak kne kt my lab coat) *haaaaa..kalau bukan patient tu.. dah lama kne smack down..tp yela bdk2..dahla sakit..kne byk bersabar jdk Dr ni*

Overall.. Sem 6 memang best.. oh memory xleh lupa jgk sebab sy pun terinfeksi virus merbahaya pandemic (xpayahla nak ckp virus ape). maybe nasokomial (dpt fr Hospital). Alhamdulillah sembuh total :)

Friday, March 12, 2010

HO ?

Sekarang sy dah 4th year 2nd sem medical student di Universitas Airlangga, Surabaya..

If nak recall balik, memang banyak susah-senang. tapi bila baca news psl future nanti dh jadi HO kat hospital Malaysia.(perhaps next yr grad insyaALLah). mesti rasa gerun, takut rasa ilmu di dada tak cukup, takut kene marah dengan MO & Specialist (bos)

Tapi walaupun kita semua rasa xready lagi, pusing-pusing balik wajib juga kita face it (sape suruh ambek medic if xready nak jadik doctor? lagipun kita handle nyawa manusia.. bukan anak patung yg ader kt my bed)

For students oversea especially Malaysians students di Indonesia .. mungkin kita rasa susah nanti nak balik Malaysia. Sini kita guna Bahasa Indonesia and Latin terms (kadang2 je kot English in PBL). Macam mana nak mantapkan diri sebelum kita tempuh diri kita dengan suasana hospital di Malaysia? *ini berlaku kpd students medic, dentist n pharmacy*

1# Ramaikan kenalan rakan sejawat anda yg sedang belajar di IPTA/IPTS di Malaysia atau yang sedang berkerja *sibuk on-call xpayahla nak tanyer byk sgt..pening direoang xcukup tdo*

2# Guna English text-book yang mudah dibeli di Kamal Bookstore (depan HKL) siapa tak tau goolge map. Daripada kita semua membazir duit asyik pergi SPA, melancong ke sana sini, tgk 3D movies, shopping tak keharuan *menghabiskan duit rakyat guna duit JPA/Mara or mak bapak* better habis kan berjuta-juta ringgit beli Harrison, Willliams, Nelson & dll..
Tanya kpd seniors/ kawan2 yg byk link/ kwn2 di Malaysia/ uncle yg kerja kt Kamal Bookstore mana buku paling bagus, latest edition dan di pakai oleh students dan doctors di Malaysia (sebab contoh spt tropical disease lain Malaysia dan negara2 lain kerana faktor cuaca, geografi, vektor dan lain2. jadi kalau nak beli buku Parasit jangan tersilap beli buku " made in India" pula sebab lain penyakit nya*

3# Rajinkan diri semasa semester break pergi buat Attachment selama > 3minggu di Hospital Kerajaan. Banyak imput !!! doctors tak kan marah kita sebab kita masih student (ok paling2 ditanya macam2 n kita kena lah jawab snd..xleh nak tergantung kat org sebelah)..
Sebab nanti if dah HO, if Boss tanya kita tak dapat nak jawab/buat kerja salah/ubat tak tau/tersilap patients pasti di chop " U ni dari Universiti mana dulu? bodoh itu pun tak dapat nak buat" ... *&&%$%%% +# (sensor kene tapis)
#Kepada yang ada keluarga mengambil bidang seangkatan.. bolehla selamat sikit sebab nanti apa2 dapat langsung bertanya "abah, anti-hypertensi mana paling safe for pregnancy woman?" or "dont worry son, mom ada connection dgn staff nurse ni, ngn neurologist ni..dieroang tu sume bestfren mama" tapi kalau macam saya??? yang langsung tiada connection dengan siapa sahaja bagaimana? pasti semua beban jatuh ke bahu masing2. maka siapkan lah diri dengan ilmu yang setinggi Everast. Main point is ringankan mulut bertanya kepada sesiapa sahaja (asal tidak sesat) mengenai ilmu pelajaran, skills lab, bagaimana jadual, ini itu dan segalanya. Rugi ke kalau kita tanya 1000 soalan? jangan jadi bodoh sombong atau sok bagus/ sok pintar

4# Rajinkan diri search/google internet mengenai new disease, new drugs, new treatment, new rules about medical stuff atau apa sahaja yang berkaitan dengan Kementerian Kesihatan, Hospital Kerajaan di Malaysia. Google mengenai bagaimana menempuhi dan bekerja sbg HO kelak (metal prepare) dengan membaca utusan ol, the starts, berita harian, blogs atau apa2 sahaja

p/s: sebenarnya jangan takut nak menempuh sesuatu yang baru. biasala kita belum jejak kaki lagi tapi org lain sudah menakut-nakutkan (mental torture). face it ! keep on smiling and have faith in urself that u're the best among the rest. Tanamkan azam "aku grad from Uni ******** dan semua org pasti bangga dengan aku sebab aku bijak theory, aku bagus dlm skills lab, patients aku cakap aku doctor yg ramah dan lembut". alaaa nanti if bos marah2 kita.. kita pekak kan jela (dalam hati nak sumpah seranah xkesahla..hehehe). Tapi apa2 pun, kita sediakan la diri kita dengan bekalan dulu... ;)

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Top Ranking Of University In Indonesia

According to Globe Asia’s Guide to Indonesian Universities

Public Universities

1. University of Indonesia

2. Gadjah Mada University

3. Institut Teknologi Bandung (Bandung Institute of Technology)

4. Institut Pertanian Bogor (Bogor Agriculture University)

5. Padjajaran University

6. Airlangga University

7. Hasanuddin University

8. Institut Teknologi Surabaya (Surabaya Institute of Technology)

9. Dipenogoro University

10. Universitas Sumatera Utara (University of North Sumatera)

Private Universities

1. Pelita Harapan University
2. Trisakti University
3. Tarumanegara University
4. Atmajaya University
5. Parahayangan University
6. Bina Nusantara University
7. Muhammadiyah Malang University
8. Maranatha University
9. Satya Wacana University
10. Petra University

TOP PRODI KEDOKTERAN Arrow

1. UI (BHMN) - Arrow Jakarta
2. UGM (BHMN) - Arrow Yogyakarta
3. UNAIR (BHMN) - Arrow Surabaya
4. UNPAD (Negeri) - Arrow Bandung
5. UNDIP (Negeri) - Arrow Semarang
6. UNHAS (Negeri) - Arrow Makkasar
7. USU (BHMN) - Arrow Medan
8. TRISAKTI (Swasta) - Arrow Jakarta
9. UNSRI (Negeri) - Arrow Palembang
10.UDAYANA (Negeri) - Arrow Denpasar
11.ATMAJAYA (Swasta) - Arrow Jakarta
12.ANDALAS (Negeri) - Arrow Padang
13.UNIBRAW (Negeri) - Arrow Malang
14.Maratha (Swasta) - Arrow Bandung
15. UNS (Negeri) - Arrow Surakarta


SUMBER : www.pdat.co.id

i don't know if there is the latest updated of top ranking medical universities in Indonesia.
So, this might help for those juniors who are searching for the best university to further their studies in Medical Faculty ;)



Monday, March 8, 2010

CaMpUs LiFe ~


I've been in Surabaya since 2006.. today 8th March 2010...

Alhamdulillah i've survived all the tiredness of being a med student, sweet escaped to Hospital to finished up my proposal (sem4) and research (sem5), the emotional of learning PBL with group discussion, "makalah" and presentation, interesting skills-lab and others

so let me preview my hectic life in campus ~

1st sem
# happy life, homesick, pressure of ospect (every junior hated it), bio-med

2nd sem
#i started to feel pressured and stress when i learned Human Anatomy. Doctors in department of Anatomy and Histology were really supportive and cool. (till now i'm closed with them esp Dr. Chairol, Dr. Suzy, Dr. Bambang, Dr. Subadjio and others). We had to deal with cadaver and dissect the real human flesh ~ you have to know the names of muscles, bones, brains veins, arteries and nerves. where it goes, from where, the origin and lots more~ so twice a week we faced our cadaver, and we smelled "good" (because of the strong formalin)

i'm really a hard working girl (since my doctors said you have to learned at least 4hours per day to keep your brain working for Anatomy).. hahha..

the funniest thing i still remembered when i cut my cadaver's penis. we've learned that in lecture hall 1st for what to today every time before we entered the practicum. we have to know the veins and others in the penis. so, i thought that we can cut it off to see what was inside it. (actually the other group didnt done it).
after i've cut it off, a doctor came to my table and he said " kok tragis sekali?" while he bent himself.
omg.. am i wrong? am i gonna be scolded? but i'm lucky that day. i'm not ;)
but most of the Anatomy doctors were really nice to us even though they were strict.
so after we had finished our practicum, we had to clean things up.
i don't know where to keep the penis ? (what? should i bring it back home so the next day i'll bring it back to practicum?)
finally i just kept it in his rib cage (but unfortunately the next practicum, the penis was gone.. maybe dropped in the formalin pool where all the cadavers were "sleeping")

for your info, how my University can get a lots of cadaver? how the process and procedure? does it legal for med students to dissect real human/cadaver?
- when some1 died in hospital within 2weeks no one claimed the body, the hospital will sell the body to University. it cost around Rp 2millions (about RM 800) per body. then they will insert formalin in A.femoralis (around tight) and douse in a formalin pool for 1 year (to avoid infection such as HIV, hepatitis and other disease contact with blood and liquid)
- some said med students cannot use real human but some said it is allow as long as in studies and learn to know (respect the cadaver as human-being)

Anatomy divided into 3 packets. 1st was - extremitas (legs and hands), 2nd - thorax and abdominal, 3rd - head and neck.
* i think the easiest was 2nd packet when i got past in the exam even doc called my name for some silly mistake i've done* (students should not doodle in questions paper or else you will get zero marks). lucky me when the Anatomy team didn't punished me.i asked them y? the reason was i was brave to commit my mistake.
*the hardest was 3rd packet-head and neck coz we had to remember even tiniest part of brain (a lot of colorful pins will inserted into the slices of brains so you have to name it)

Anatomy Lab

Histo Lab

3rd Sem
# it was important to learn physiology. and biochem *boring*
physio lab with frog's leg (the contraction of muscle gastrocnomeus), frog's stomach, turtle's heart
i just don't really like biochem's lab

4th Sem
# i love Phatology Klinik. for me it's easy to score in practicum (you have to remember like 10-15 kind of experiment and techniques in lab, pathology and other disease but on the exam day.. only 2 will come out for blood test and urine test). Doctor praised me caused she said i should got 100% but i forgot something *i dont remember what* so i got 96% (i didn't mean to show off but it just that sweet memory for me during campus life)

In PK lab, I still remember when students should learn how to withdraw 5cc blood from cutaneous vein in arm using syringe, then we mixed with anti-coagulant or just throw it (waste yeah??) So we learn how to do by inject our own friends !!! hahahaa.... (aku cucuk ko..ko cucuk aku).. doesn't it cool?? the 1st thing i tried from Zue's blood.. then she took mine (it happen in my room coz i asked the Dr for extra syringe and he gave me 2).. 1st time !! felt like fainted!! hahaha.. den d next lab, i tried to Aiman, Yoga n other students.. overall i've tried 7 times but the most successful only 3 :)*occay, who wanna me to withdraw their blood?*. Oh, Aiman used to take my blood but what happen next?? hematome for 1week !!! *kapilari pecah*

i love Microb and Parasit !!! my doctors, Dr. Eddy and Dr. Subadyo still recognized me till now (or maybe i'm too friendly?). i love when my Parasit Dr will asked us lots of question before we start our lab and i always ready to answer it (even though sometimes i'm not so sure about it) hehehe..

5th Sem
# i love Patologi Anatomy ! i love to learn and to see the human parts with disease such as sample of biopsy of breast cancer, squamous cells carcinoma, a toe with malignant tumor, lungs cancer, and lots !
Pathophysio was interesting and med students should conquer this subject ;)
i'm not so good in Pharmacology *stress*

Presentation for Pharmaco Case

Lab Pharmaco using cute bunny for anaestacy drugs *ciankan rabit tu*

6th Sem and 7th Sem >>> Clerkship Years (will story later)


Alhamdulillah, i've past all the years..*now becoming Doktor Muda* i've make my parents and family proud of me, thank to my lecturers for non-stop giving us knowledge, friends in my batch PD'06, seniors esp Nadhirah,Cikin, Arina Auliya, Yasmine (all FK05) and super2 seniors and all of Malaysians in Surabaya :)
Not to forget my lovely buddies- Loot (she was Pharmacist student in UGM and now is working at Hsptl Sg. Petani), Add and her fellow friends- (final yr medical students in UiTM), K.Nuzul- (final year in Unibraw, Malang), my pre-med geng - Nani, Alia, Coco, Syaz, Syed, Kak Haya, Hadi, Ketam, Lala and others

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Pemimpin Belanda Hina Al-Quran

LONDON 6 Mac – Pemimpin anti-Islam Belanda, Geert Wilders mengutuk kitab suci al-Quran di dalam Dewan Tinggi Britain, sekali gus mencetuskan perdebatan hangat di dalam bangunan pentadbiran itu serta mencetuskan protes di luar Dewan bagi melahirkan tanda kemarahan.

Sebelum ini Wilders pernah menghina Nabi Muhammad dengan menyifatkan baginda sebagai ‘orang gasar dan fidofilia’.

Wilders menayangkan filem 15 minit Fitna kepada kira-kira 60 orang semalam, termasuk beberapa orang bangsawan dalam bilik jawatankuasa Parlimen. Filem tersebut mengaitkan al-Quran dengan keganasan, tentangan terhadap homoseksual dan penindasan wanita.

Di luar Dewan, kira-kira 200 penunjuk perasaan mengejek dan melaungkan ‘Samseng fasis keluar dari jalan-jalan raya kami’. Polis juga bergelut dengan penunjuk perasaan yang cuba menyekat jalan raya bagi menghalang demonstrasi aktivis penyokong Wilders, Liga Pertahanan England daripada menghampiri Parlimen.

Ahli politik berambut perang itu kemudian berucap kepada media Britain dengan memetik kata-kata Thomas Jefferson, George Orwell dan merujuk kepada Pindaan Pertama dalam Perlembagaan Amerika Syarikat (AS).

“Saya percaya Islam adalah agama yang ganas dan bahaya, namun saya tidak memushi penganutnya,” katanya kepada pemberita.

Bagaimanapun, Wilders mahu seluruh Eropah mengharamkan pendatang beragama Islam kerana didakwanya membawa ideologi fasis.

Lawatan itu dan kontroversi yang menyelubunginya, melonjakkan imej Wilders menjelang kempen pilihan raya umum yang akan dihadapi Parti Kebebasan pimpinannya.

Parti itu menunjukkan prestasi baik pada pilihan raya kecil minggu ini dengan memenangi sebuah bandar dan berada di tempat kedua di sebuah bandar lain.

Wilders berkata, dia mungkin menjadi Perdana Menteri selepas pilihan raya pada 9 Jun ini dan akan menutup semua sekolah orang Islam, menghentikan pembinaan masjid baru malah mengharamkan al-Quran. – AP

p/s: Ya Allah, lindungilah umat Islam drpd musuh2 yg berjiwa syaitan. Kuatkanlah iman kami dan kuatkanlah jihad kami untuk mempertahankan tiang agama kami. Amin

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Tanda-Tanda Kematian

( KURSUS PENYELENGGARAAN JENAZAH OLEH USTAZ ABDULLAH MAHMUD -KOR AGAMA TENTERA DARAT DI SURAU ANSAR,LORONG KIRI 5,JALAN DATUK KERAMAT, KUALA LUMPUR)

Adapun tanda-tanda kematian mengikut ulamak adalah benar dan ujud cuma amalan dan ketakwaan kita sahaja yang akan dapat membezakan kepekaan kita kepada tanda-tanda ini.
Rasulallah SAW diriwayatkan masih mampu memperlihat dan menceritakan kepada keluarga dan sahabat secara lansung akan kesukaran menghadapi sakaratulmaut dari awal hinggalah akhirnya hayat Baginda.
Imam Ghazali rahimahullah diriwayatkan memperolehi tanda-tanda ini sehinggakan beliau mampu menyediakan dirinya untuk menghadapi sakaratulmaut secara sendirian. Beliau menyediakan dirinya dengan segala persiapan termasuk mandinya, wuduknya serta kafannya sekali cuma ketika sampai bahagian tubuh dan kepala sahaja beliau telah memanggil abangnya iaitu Imam Ahmad Ibnu Hambal untuk menyambung tugas tersebut. Beliau wafat ketika Imam Ahmad bersedia untuk mengkafankan bahagian mukanya.
Adapun riwayat -riwayat ini memperlihatkan kepada kita sesungguhnya Allah SWT tidak pernah berlaku zalim kepada hambanya. Tanda-tanda yang diberikan adalah untuk menjadikan kita umat Islam supaya dapat bertaubat dan bersedia dalam perjalanan menghadap Allah SWT. Walaubagaimanapun semua tanda-tanda ini akan berlaku kepada orang-orang Islam sahaja manakala orang-orang kafir iaitu orang yang menyekutukan Allah nyawa mereka ini akan terus di rentap tanpa sebarang peringatan sesuai dengan kekufuran mereka kepada Allah SWT.
Adapun tanda-tanda ini terbahagi kepada beberapa keadaan :
# Tanda 100 hari sebelum hari mati.

Ini adalah tanda pertama dari Allah SWT kepada hambanya dan hanya akan disedari oleh mereka-mereka yang dikehendakinya. Walaubagaimanapun semua orang Islam akan mendapat tanda ini cuma samada mereka sedar atau tidak sahaja.
Tanda ini akan berlaku lazimnya selepas waktu Asar. Seluruh tubuh iaitu dari hujung rambut sehingga ke hujung kaki akan mengalami getaran atau seakan-akan mengigil. Contohnya seperti daging lembu yang baru disembelih dimana jika diperhatikan dengan teliti kita akan mendapati daging tersebut seakan-akan bergetar.
Tanda ini rasanya lazat dan bagi mereka sedar dan berdetik di hati bahawa mungkin ini adalah tanda mati maka getaran ini akan berhenti dan hilang setelah kita sedar akan kehadiran tanda ini. Bagi mereka yang tidak diberi kesedaran atau mereka yang hanyut dengan kenikmatan tanpa memikirkan soal kematian , tanda ini akan lenyap begitu sahaja tanpa sebarang munafaat. Bagi yang sedar dengan kehadiran tanda ini maka ini adalah peluang terbaik untuk memunafaatkan masa yang ada untuk mempersiapkan diri dengan amalan dan urusan yang akan dibawa atau ditinggalkan sesudah mati.
# Tanda 40 hari sebelum hari mati

Tanda ini juga akan berlaku sesudah waktu Asar. Bahagian pusat kita akan berdenyut-denyut.Pada ketika ini daun yang tertulis nama kita akan gugur dari pokok yang letaknya di atas Arash Allah SWT.Maka malaikatmaut akan mengambil daun tersebut dan mula membuat persediaannya ke atas kita antaranya ialah ia akan mula mengikuti kita sepanjang masa.
Akan terjadi malaikatmaut ini akan memperlihatkan wajahnya sekilas lalu dan jika ini terjadi, mereka yang terpilih ini akan merasakan seakan-akan bingung seketika.Adapun malaikatmaut ini wujudnya cuma seorang tetapi kuasanya untuk mencabut nyawa adalah bersamaan dengan jumlah nyawa yang akan dicabutnya.
# Tanda 7 hari

Adapun tanda ini akan diberikan hanya kepada mereka yang diuji dengan musibah kesakitan di mana orang sakit yang tidak makan secara tiba-tiba ianya berselera untuk makan.
# Tanda 3 hari

Pada ketika ini akan terasa denyutan di bahagian tengah dahi kita iaitu diantara dahi kanan dan kiri.Jika tanda ini dapat dikesan maka berpuasalah kita selepas itu supaya perut kita tidak mengandungi banyak najis dan ini akan memudahkan urusan orang yang akan memandikan kita nanti.
Ketika ini juga mata hitam kita tidak akan bersinar lagi dan bagi orang yang sakit hidungnya akan perlahan-lahan jatuh dan ini dapat dikesan jika kita melihatnya dari bahagian sisi.
Telinganya akan layu dimana bahagian hujungnya akan beransur-ansur masuk ke dalam.Telapak kakinya yang terlunjur akan perlahan-lahan jatuh ke depan dan sukar ditegakkan.
# Tanda 1 hari

Akan berlaku sesudah waktu Asar di mana kita akan merasakan satu denyutan di sebelah belakang iaitu di kawasan ubun-ubun di mana ini menandakan kita tidak akan sempat untuk menemui waktu Asar keesokan harinya.
# Tanda akhir

Akan berlaku keadaan di mana kita akan merasakan satu keadaan sejuk di bahagian pusat dan ianya akan turun ke pinggang dan seterusnya akan naik ke bahagian halkum. Ketika ini hendaklah kita terus mengucap kalimah syahadah dan berdiam diri dan menantikan kedatangan malaikatmaut untuk menjemput kita kembali kepada Allah SWT yang telah menghidupkan kita dan sekarang akan mematikan pula.

PENUTUP

Sesungguhnya marilah kita bertaqwa dan berdoa kepada Allah SWT semoga kita adalah di antara orang-orang yang yang dipilih oleh Allah yang akan diberi kesedaran untuk peka terhadap tanda-tanda mati ini semoga kita dapat membuat persiapan terakhir dalam usaha memohon keampunan samada dari Allah SWT mahupun dari manusia sendiri dari segala dosa dan urusan hutang piutang kita.Walaubagaimanapun sesuai dengan sifat Allah SWT yang maha berkuasa lagi pemurah lagi maha mengasihani maka diriwatkan bahawa tarikh mati seseorang manusia itu masih boleh diubah dengan amalan doa iaitu samada doa dari kita sendiri ataupun doa dari orang lain. Namun ianya adalah ketentuan Allah SWT semata-mata.
Oleh itu marilah kita bersama-sama berusaha dan berdoa semuga kita diberi hidayah dan petunjuk oleh Allah SWT serta kelapangan masa dan kesihatan tubuh badan dan juga fikiran dalam usaha kita untuk mencari keredhaan Allah SWT samada di dunia mahupun akhirat.
Apa yang baik dan benar itu datangnya dari Allah SWT dan apa yang salah dan silap itu adalah dari kelemahan manusia itu sendiri.
WALLAHUA`LAM

p/s: i copied this from a blog.. moga kita makin menuju kearah kebaikan di akhirat. takut kalau di pikir tentang kematian dan alam akhirat kelak.

Housemanship in Malaysia

From TheStar.

Sunday December 7, 2008

Young docs walk a tightrope

By RASHVINJEET S. BEDI and HARIATI AZIZAN

After completing a gruelling course, young doctors have another challenge to face – a demanding two-year housemanship where they rely on lots of coffee, cope with very little sleep and put up with public chastisements.

SHE had always wanted to be a doctor but six months into her housemanship, she snapped and just couldn’t take the stress anymore.

*Kavitha found the workload and endless hours on call a real burden, sapping her energy and spirit. Today, says her concerned father *Gurdave, she is close to having a nervous breakdown and is seeing a psychiatrist for counselling.

“The work load was too heavy and the hours too long. When she was on call, she sometimes had to work for up to 36 hours straight. She wants to be transferred to another hospital but every hospital is just as bad.

“But I don’t want her to walk away from the profession. I have spent close to RM400,000 on her education. I don’t want anything back but just for her to get through this,” says Gurdave.

Unfortunately, housemanship is taking its toll on many young doctors like Kavitha. Statistically, she is one of at least five housemen a month who is found to be suffering from mental illness.

Health Ministry director-general Tan Sri Dr Ismail Merican revealed last week that many of the medical graduates are unable to cope with their housemanship.

“The mental cases range from psychotic to neurotic. Psychotic cases include delusions and hallucinations, and neurotic behaviour includes anxiety, fear and anger due to the competitive environment.’’

On-call system

The term houseman refers to an advanced student or graduate in medicine gaining supervised practical experience. In Malaysia, it is compulsory for doctors to undergo housemanship for two years after completing their medical degree. During housemanship, they are rotated among six departments – emergency department, medical, paediatric, general surgery, orthopaedic, and obstetrics and gynaecology – where they are attached to for four months each.

Over the years, those undergoing housemanship have been voicing their unhappiness but these complaints have generally fallen on deaf ears. The biggest grouse housemen have seems to be the on-call system, where they are sometimes subjected to work 36 hours at a stretch.

*Pedro, who is into his sixth month of housemanship, says he has on occasion worked 38 hours straight with only one hour rest in-between.

“In some hospitals, the patient load is non-stop as they have to accept referrals from other hospitals,” says Pedro, adding that this is more apparent at hospitals in Johor Baru and Klang which are the busiest in the country.

Housemen are provided facilities such as beds and they can sleep if they have no cases to attend to. However, this is rarely the case and the most sleep they get is about two to three hours. And that is only when the housemen take turns to sleep, says *Lalitha whose housemanship stint ended recently.

“We force ourselves to carry on. What keeps us going is coffee and tea. It is only after we are no longer on call that we can go back and crash until the next day,” she says. Depending on the department and the hospital they are serving in, housemen could be on-call for up to 15 days a month. Lalitha says that during her first posting, she would work from 6am to midnight every day.

“We go home, have a bath and sleep for five hours before the cycle is repeated. They are preparing us for the on-call,” she says.

Shortage of doctors

Dr Kuljit Singh, president of the Malaysian Society of Otorhinolaryngology and Head Neck Surgeons (MSO- HNS), believes that one factor that can cause high pressure for trainee doctors is the shortage of doctors at some hospitals.

“Some hospitals have a lower doctor to patient ratio, so the housemen, being the lowest category in the medical fraternity, have to take on a lot of the work and responsibility, especially the lousy tasks, in the name of training,” he says.

Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia Medical Centre (PPUKM) dean and director Prof Datuk Dr Lokman Saim agrees, saying that pressure from their heavy workload can push some doctors to the brink of breaking down.

“It is normal for a doctor to be on duty for more than 36 hours with on-call duties. In Europe, this has been recognised as a problem and they have passed a law to state that doctors cannot work more than 12 hours straight. Maybe we need laws like that if we want to improve our doctors’ welfare,” he opines.

Under the European Working Time Directive in 2004, junior doctors can work no more than 56 hours a week. They can work up to 13 hours a day but then have to have an 11-hour break.

Acknowledging that the number of doctors in Malaysia may still be too low for such a ruling, Dr Lokman nevertheless thinks it is a possible solution for the future.

Dr Lokman thinks that the problem of housemen suffering from mental problems can be prevented at the entry point of the profession.

“Currently, for public universities, students are selected by the Higher Education Ministry based on their exam results and co-curriculum activities. No interviews are conducted, so there is no way for the individual medical schools to assess their attitude and character. If we get the right candidates for the programme, we can be sure of the doctors we produce,” he argues.

However, he admits that it is not a foolproof method but he believes that it will help weed out the obviously unsuitable candidates.

“Many students are forced by their parents to take up medicine and these students end up very stressed because the course is difficult and they are not motivated. It will help us ascertain if a candidate has the right attitude and disposition to be a doctor,” he adds.

He highlights that a majority of students who fail and drop out of medicine are those who are forced by their parents into the field.

Bullying

But for those who successfully completed their degree, the challenge is dealing with the hospital environment.

They may have to contend with a handful of senior medical officers with the “Napoleon” complex who make the lives of the housemen difficult, says Dr Kuljit Singh who had served in government hospitals before branching out into private service.

“There is sometimes an element of bullying and high-handedness in the way some senior medical officers and consultants treat their junior house officers. They become Little Napoleons and are dictatorial. They say they went through the same regiment and that made them good doctors, so the newbies need to go through the same process,” says Dr Kuljit.

A senior doctor in the Johor Baru hospital, *Zul is also not happy with the treatment dished out to housemen.

“I have seen the degrading treatment given to medical officers, even after they have finished their housemanship,” he says. Zul himself was a houseman in the same hospital a few years ago and he says nothing has changed.

“If they talk about your work then it’s all right, but then they go into character assassination,” he says.

The housemen are usually screamed at by their specialists in the wards and in the clinics, he adds.

“The words used in front of patients are sometimes so degrading that in my opinion, it is these specialists who are the ones suffering from ‘mental woes’,” says Zul.

Those who fought back would be referred to the head of department who would either try to rectify the situation or extend the posting of the houseman, adds Zul.

A few of the housemen say there have been times when they were threatened with extensions in the department by medical officers.

Zul says that three of his friends quit the medical profession during their housemanship, with one of them ending up as a housewife.

“One of them would get anxiety attacks whenever she came to the ward. The thing is she was an excellent student,” says Zul.

*Maniam was barely a week into his housemanship when a specialist yelled at him in front of a patient.

“He asked me if I paid to pass my exams and also said I was the worst doctor he had ever come across. How can he say such a thing when I was there for only a week? They tend to look down on us as if we don’t know anything,” says Maniam.

However, Dr Kuljit, who taught at Universiti Malaya, shares that many students today are more pampered and have led a sheltered life, and thus cannot stand the pressure. Many come from a protected family environment, so when they are reprimanded, they get stressed and depressed. He believes that medical schools need to instil more soft skills, particularly interpersonal skills, in their students.

“We have many top scorers taking up medicine but many of them lack people skills. These students can manage with their studies but when they start working, they don’t know how to deal with their superiors, especially when they get scolded by them,” he says.

Pedro, on the other hand, does not have problems with any of the senior doctors he has to work with and says they are gems.

“I have no complaints because they teach us a lot. They offer us the opportunity to learn complicated procedures. They are willing to teach you even if there are possible complications. Even the specialists take time to teach you,” he adds.

President of the Malaysian Medical Association Datuk Khoo Kar Lin is unsure about the cause of mental problems faced by the doctors although he says the finding by the Health Ministry is a concern. He says a survey should be done on housemen to find out the causes.

“We have not received any complaints (about housemanship). I went through the system myself and from my impression it is not different from say 30 years ago. They are not being more overworked than yesterday,” says Khoo, adding that he enjoyed his housemanship.

“Every profession will have its challenges. We have to be cautious because people will always think that they are victimised and work longer hours compared to others,” adds Khoo.

President of the Malaysian Mental Health Association Datin Dr Ang Kim Teng says that housemanship could be a contributing factor to mental problems.

“It is not the job that causes it but the underlying susceptibility. Some people are more prone to this and the job stress could be a triggering factor. Factory workers, policemen and teachers can also face the same problem.

“It all depends on the individual’s ability to cope with stress. A lot of housemen go through their stints without any problems,” says Dr Ang.

Lalitha enjoyed her housemanship despite the many challenges in the different departments.

“We know this awaits us in the field. When I first started, I asked myself what I was doing here. The doctors pick on your mistakes and are not bothered if you have enough rest,” says Lalitha who got used to housemanship by her third posting.

She believes adaptation is the hardest and those who studied in foreign universities may have it tougher as they may not understand some of the terms used.

For *Tan, her social life took the backstage and she had to cut down on spending time with her family and friends.

“Those were the times when I thought of quitting but the feeling passed very quickly,” she says.

Tan didn’t really encounter any problems with the staff but has friends who have had books thrown at them and senior staff nurses giving them a hard time.

“At the end of the day, I am satisfied that I have somehow made a difference in a patient’s life. I don’t have any regrets getting into this line,” she says.

For Pedro, the only time he feels discouraged is when he has to get up at 5.30am for work.

“Once you get there it’s over in a snap,” he shares, adding that he feels really good when patients come out of life-threatening situations.

Pedro also says with all the running around they have to do, housemanship is the best weight loss programme.

“I can now fit into pants which I wore in Form Five!” he quips.

Prevention at entry

Dr Lokman Saim thinks that the problem can be prevented at the entry point of the profession, which is the medical course.

“Currently, for the public university, students are selected by the Higher Education Ministry based on their exam results and co-curriculum activities.

“No interviews are conducted, so there is no way for the individual medical schools to asses their attitude and character. If we get the right candidates for the programme, we can be sure of the doctors we produce,” Dr Lokman argues.

He admits that it is not a foolproof method but he believes that it will help.

“Many students are forced by their parents to take up medicine and these students end up very stressed because the course is difficult and they are not motivated. It will help us ascertain if a candidate has the right attitude and disposition to be a doctor,” he adds.

He highlights that the majority of students who fail and drop out of medicine are those who are forced by their parents into the field.

  • Names have been changed to protect identities
p/s: i'll entering the new world of housemanship sooner.. perhaps next year. hv to mental prepared besides strong basic theory and enough skills to perform my best... good luck young doctors in future taking.. may Allah bless us in term of helping patients.. ;)