Wednesday, September 9, 2009

fake smile ~

i'm touched after get sms from my brother..

hmppp..kadang2 idop mmg susah..xsume selalu kt atas..

kdg2 aper yg kiter harapkan tu xmenjadi..

kdg2 org yg kiter trust.. betray at back

sometimes i tried to smile in fake.. just to cover up everything but actually really deep in heart.. i was crying emotionally..

Saturday, September 5, 2009

when big brother starts to talk ~

along " kamu xtakut ke dah umur 23 xder bf lagek? atleast perempuan 25 dh kne kawin tu okla"
me "errkkkkk...." speechless..

maybe it is necessary for a brother to advise his sister about future in marriage.. or maybe i should move on to find d perfect "kumbang"

anyway along...thanks for ur support bro ! love u as always.. u'r rock bebeh!!!

*between my brother n sister.. we always have open conversation about anything..also wif my parents* ... good communication can create long lasting bonding of relationship either in family members, friends or partner.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

EpY burFdaY LOOT ~


loot n me at Jogja ... muax!

HappY burFdaY LOOt
23rd... stay young, gorgeous, sexy, smart and charming...

love u so much as my BFF...since TKC till today!! no1 can separate us except death..


u're everything for me..thanks for always there for me when i was lonely, when i need some1 to share, thanks for teaching me pharmaco, resep and drugs.. thanks for always there for me to listen my problem..thanks for ur shoulder..

our memories together to Bandung, Jogja, Surabaya and Bali r always in my mind.. cant fade away by time...

i love u so much like no1 can replace u as my bestie..i will always there for u..cpt2 ader BF and kawin ok!!! my future kakak ipar..ahhhaa

Saturday, August 1, 2009

ReCovEred fr SwIne Flu ~


Juanda Airport..


my bestfren came to visit me with mask.. sweet Izni

i started to hv high fever, headache, nausea, vomited, arthalgia, flu and cough on 9th of July.

at 1st i thought only normal symptoms of fever during exam weeks..stress, lack of sleep, low immune..

on 10th i went back to my country. i had high fever on the plane and it seems very serious coz i had chest pain too.then i was suspected H1N1 since the heat sensor detected the red image on the screen. the doctor gave a small yellow card H1N1 if i still had fever i have to checkup to any government hospital immediately.

went i reached home, i wake-up early in the morning and had fever and vomited a few times. so my family sent me to Hospital Klang. thanks to my sister for accompanied me while i was quarantine for a few hours for the check-up. the doctor said i might be high risk coz medical student direct contact with patients at hospital.

the next day, 13th. doctor fr LCCT airport called me. then a few minutes later Hospital Klang called me and confirmed that the nasal swab was +ve H1N1. i was screaming on the phone..shocked with the result. later, doctor fr Petaling called me and interviewed me with lots of questions. - where i am past 1week, what hsptl, uni and home add at indonesia, who i had closed contact with, my plane and seat no, timing and bla2...

3times went to Hsptl Klang n HKL for check-up. home quarantine for 1week with mask all the way.

anyway, thanks to my family members for supporting me,doctors, friends all over the world (so sweet for calling me, sms and FB).. i love u guys.. terharu like every1 seems so concern about me..thanks ! and thanks to Allah for still giving me chance to survive wif this new viral infection.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

YoU r Not aLonE, MJ ~

You Are Not Alone lyrics

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

p/s: i love this song n "heal the world"..this song sgt2 mendalam n meaningful.. i was shocked to know that my fav singer, Micheal Jackson was gone forever..far far
away fr us..alhamdulilah..he died as Muslim ...when he converted into Islam last year, 2008. may Allah bless u as a new brother and forgive all ur sins.. rest in peace ~ al-fatihah

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

EppY burfDay DanIeLLa~


dinner at Jogja Karnival Sukan


she's my bestfren forever ..(at Jatoz, Malang)

alia daniella ...
1st time i met u when i was in Bandung 2005..
u came earlier wif the others..co, nani, ustadz, syed
i was alone without no one..
then u intro me how to eat the lumpiah basah at gerbang unpad..
and milk shake strawberry..
u enter my world wif colorfull of rainbow
u cherish me up when i was down..
u give me spirit to survive in d middle of disaster

i still remember when u had trouble..
u were crying hard on my shoulder..
seriously i cant stand to c ur tears..
i hate ppl who treat u badly..
dont worry honey...
i'm always beside u no matter what happen..

b tough..
b smart..
b intelligent..
b sexy..
b a beautiful doctor..

i always pray for ur health, studies n happier life..
how our long and hard journey that we had face to enter the reality of life
to become a doctor..
how our "responsible" agents QAS treated the customers..
how our bad n good memories in Bandung with our geng..

i really miss those moment..
i miss u guys..u, nani, co, syaz, syed, kak haya, acap..esp on my 20th burfday..
when u guys splashed d "wangi perfume" water on me..n tepung, telur..

alia,
i love u so much..hug u till u cant breath..
thanks for ur concern and good listener..
thanks for ur shoulder..
thanks for being such a good n loyal frenz for me..

happy 22nd burfday ! :) bestfrenz 4eva

Friday, June 19, 2009

maiDs iN MaLAYsIa~

i watched a debate in 1 of TV programme last week..
it was about should d RI-Rebuclic of Indonesia stop sending the TKI-Tenaga Kerja Indonesia to work abroad esp in Malaysia, my lovely country.

gov and opponent teams boths r indonesians...fr the association of TKI workers, uni students,officers who work for immgiration n others

mostly the opponent gv d point of human mental n physical abuse, didnt get the payment n bla2.. they gv d idea of d gov should open more job chances for their people so like they wont work outside of their country..

the gov didnt agree wif that coz the prob was the illegal TKI who didnt gv any information about their status and where they r which was d main prob. they didnt hv any legal document. so, if they stop sending ppl to work outside, it wont really success coz TKI will enter d foreign country by others way. this prog was done bfr but they concluded that it didnt success at all

mostly, TKI who work at industrial factors or as labor wont create much prob coz they work in open place rather then maid .. (maid kan kt personal house)

the gov said that, the countries such as Malaysia, Saudi Arabia and others agree that if any of the local ppl (employers) who treat their workers against d law will get punishment -police case and court case-. besides that, they said they want the hormony of relationship btwn 2 countries.

when i read today's news..

"Majikan Siti Hajar, Hau Yuan Tyng, seorang ibu tunggal telah dihadapkan di Mahkamah Sesyen Kuala Lumpur. tiga pertuduhan menyebabkan kecederaan parah terhadap pembantu rumahnya yang berasal dari Garut, Jawa Barat itu. "

it means that, my country didnt jst "lepas tangan" about this case. any1 who break d laws should pay for it. Malaysia also suggest that maid wif religion Islam work wif employer who is Islam too.

in Malaysia, there r 320,000 legal maids mostly fr Indonesia, Filipina, Vietnam, Kemboja, Sri Lanka and Thailand n small number fr China.(baru maid belum lagek buruh or pekerja kt ladang2 or kilang)-i'm talking about maids only. from that amount of maids 270,000 are maids fr Indonesia..

but the most problem is average 150,000 maids r illegal maids who "loves to work in my country" syuhhhh syuhhhh... menyemak la...

in conclusion, dont get any misunderstanding or wrong information about my country. i read and watch lots of blogs, FB, infotainment, medias where most of Indonesians didnt satisfied wif Malaysians.demonstrations-burn my Jalur Gemilang. we r neighbours and islamic countries..dont make the Western clap their hands coz we fail to united as Eastern and Islamic countries. we can seat down and discuss nicely as professional. can u just imagine we will be like South Korea and North Korea? or India and Parkistan? or Tibet and China? think it twice (or thounsand times) wif logically and the consequences...but not wif emotional.