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10 Sifat Calon Suami Yang Baik

‎10 Sifat Calon Suami Yang Baik

Jika anda seorang wanita, carilah lelaki yang mempunyai sifat-sifat berikut.
Jika anda seorang lelaki, jadilah seorang lelaki yang mempunyai sifat-sifat berikut :

1. Kuat amalan agamanya. Menjaga solat fardhu, kerap berjemaah dan solat pada awal waktu. Auratnya juga sentiasa dipelihara dan memakai pakaian yang sopan. Sifat ini boleh dilihat terutama sewaktu bersukan. means bukan x buleh bsukan. tapi, before g bsukan ptg ptg tu, pi lah solat asar dlu yea. n one more, suar pndek tu x yah lah kontot sangat kan. peha tu kami x dak rase pon nak tgok.

2. Akhlaknya baik, iaitu seorang yang nampak tegas, tetapi sebenarnya seorang yang lembut dan mudah bertolak ansur. Pertuturannya juga mesti sopan, melambangkan peribadi dan hatinya yang mulia. tak dak lah sampai yg patah sangat, tapi just a man yang buleh dianggap bertamadun in respecting women.

3. Tegas mempertahankan maruahnya. Tidak berkunjung ke tempat-tempat yang boleh menjatuhkan kredibilitinya.tmpat tmpat tu means x dak lah pi disco ataw pub n balik mab0k2 bau todi.. tmpat beranak nye s*t*n.

4. Amanah, tidak mengabaikan tugas yang diberikan dan tidak menyalahgunakan kuasa dan kedudukan. ni buleh dilihat dengan care dy handle keje keje pjabat, means that bile dy amek rasuah or etc, it depicts that he can not be trusted anymore.

5. Tidak boros, tetapi tidak kedekut. Tahu membelanjakan wang dengan bijaksana.ni sgt penting! bila laki boros, agak susah gak. jgn ingt pompan boros jep susah. since kenal kenal lagi, bab ni ptot dititikberatkan. coz, if not, ble da kawen t, bab bab nk bayor yuran buku susu anak akan jadik konflik yang sgt besaq!

6. Menjaga mata dengan tidak melihat perempuan lain yang lalu lalang ketika sedang bercakap-cakap. ni mmg sifat laki,n kdg2 terpakse dimaapkan. tapi ader kategori. means kalu tgah borak2 ngn dy, then tibe tibe another women lalu, dy tgok ngan mulot ternganga.......seyez, tuh bahaya!

7. Pergaulan yang terbatas, tidak mengamalkan cara hidup bebas walaupun dia tahu dirinya mampu berbuat demikian.ni pon pnting gak. bayang kan kalu mase muda nye dia ader gufren keliling pinggang.. it doesnt mean that bile dy da kawen, dy buleh stop cggitu jep, scpat mgkin kan. it cant be!

8. Mempunyai rakan pergaulan yang baik. Rakan pergaulan seseorang itu biasanya sama. yeah, bkawan biar seribu, tapi berchenta biaq 1..kan?

9. Bertanggungjawab. Lihatlah dia dengan keluarga dan ibu bapanya.ni pulak cm cite tanggang. kalu dy buleh lupekan family dy cggitu jer, tu bmakne jika kite as women, dy pon buleh jep tgalkan kite,,,.. cari bini baru.. kan? abes madu sepah dbuang.

10. Wajah yang tenang, tidak kira semasa bercakap atau membuat kerja atau masa kecemasan.aku caye sume org btakwa cggini. bila iman di dada, tak dak poblem yg tak dpat diatasi.

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FroZeN

1 month i'm living without ice-cream, no cold drinks, no soft-drinks, no icy, no Jco yogurt, no ice cappucino Jco or Starbuck...

life is suck without frozen things :(

having bad cough ..

anyway thanks to Auliya for checking my sputum.. i'm free of TB..
tapi xvalid jgk coz baru once checked..should 3x... n xray thorax...

Moga saya sihat2 saja.. amin !

lalallalalal....

ended of Surgery department.. 17 Mei - 9 July 2010

Alhamdulillah exam Osce dh habis n oklaa *selamat nama naik for UP*
terjumpe Dr Anak on last Friday after Optek.. tergelak2 kan me coz 1st station wif him, i read the questions yg panjang lebar den i looked at him.. he said my face trus pucat can't answered.. hahaha... malu btoi laaaa... tapi overall sume dh settle down..
#Anak- necrotizing enterocolitis + perforasi, #Urology - torsio testis, #Ortho- osteomielitis kronis post traumatica,# NS- meningioencephalitis TB + kejang,# Plastic- combus/burn, #Cardiothorax- trauma thorax - hematothorax,# Onco- tumor mammae susp. jinak, #Digest- peritonitis ec perforasi gaster, #HeadnNeck- trauma zygomatica, #IRD- primary survey ABCDE.

Berbaloi with my hardworking .. bangun pagi penah 4am sbb nak g hospital at 530am Dr dh suh datang kt ward check patient .. balik penah at 7pm.. damn tired. Balik lewat blaja cases PBL kt patients, baca x-ray, ct-scan...type sane snih, nk blaja lagik den kne on-call lak..xcukup tdoq, mate sembap.. benci btoi ..

on call 4x kat Ruangan, 2x VK IRD, 1x OK. (1x extra coz i went up for OK nak tgk appendectomy)
tapi time jaga Ruangan .. something happen at G..i felt very2 bad.. skalik jumpe lgk same Dr yg jaga wif me kt OK last Friday ..i pun xpaham naper dier asyik nak ungkit2/perli2 .. like everything was my fault menyebabkan kematian patient tu.. (xleh cite scr detail what happen).
mmg laa rasa nak nangis.. hope it will give me a lesson to become a good doctor in future.

tapi saye happy dapat jadik ass-op for Herniatomy, Appendectomy + perforasi

*alamak..refrat Prof Puruhito xsiap2 lgk nih*
skrang nak berjoli.. shopping at TP.. Zara + MNG + Guess sales!! nak g SPA ngn Nad n Auliya, nak facial + creambath .. happppyyyyyyy :) nak tgk movie ngn kengkawan jgk..

Bapak Beca

when a Bapak Beca curious and asked me

"mbak, tadi barusan pulang jam4 pagi, kok jam5 pagi udah mau berangkat lg ke Rumah Sakit?"

i replied simple

"makanya jgn jadi Doctor"

:) :)

Urology Surgery

Sekarang dh 1week start stase Surgery..

Opthal dah habis dah..yeay !! *exams ngn dr.Prilia susah ok..detail gell soalan*

Surgery ~
Sekarang dh habis dh round for Urology..
PPDS best gell.. seniors baik.. sekretariat dier baik2 n frenly..
tapi penat skit la.. i started my day wake up at 430am.. gerak g hospital at 530am.. went back home around 5-7pm.. sampai housemate i, Nadhirah dah kangen2 dah ..sbb mcm xberjumpe je with me at home.. hahahaha...

today unlucky la,
xsempat naik tengok operation at GBPT. :( sayang kan...

anyway,
pagi2 kne ikut visit patients, morning report (and DM kne present sume case new patients)..
PPDS santaila..gelak ketawa kuat gell..n dieroang sporting.. xstress kerja..sukela tgk dieroang..

kerja kt Poli kne bwt SOAP penuh..
byk patients dtg ngn chief complaint with hematuria, urine retention, kolik pain, flank pain n lain2 laa
case mcm stone, BPH, cancer vesica urinaria, disfunction erectile..
so DM bwt anamnesa (history taking), check status generalis, check status urology including flank mass, pain knock CVA, external genitalia - circumcised, stenosis MAE, palpated testis simetris.. and the last is digital rectal examination ( indication for male aged above 40 yrs old) - to find out the spinghter anal reflex, mucous, consistency of prostate or nodule. (DRE is important to identify for BPH-Beningn Prostatic Hyperplasia or Carcinoma Prostate)

if kat ESWL (minor operation)
byk case kanak2 with hypospadia (meatus urethra at ventral of penis) coz congenital..
menjerit2 la sakit ... *sian jgk tgk..tapi nak bwt mcmne kan*
den dr.Anis baik gell suh saye pasangkan catheter at this guy (mule2 dier malu coz i'm a girl) tapi dr. Anis said to the young patient that i'm also a doctor :) *that was the 1st experience of psg catheter*

kat ruangan (ward H and D) i handle for 3patients..
cases; 1.stone at urethra, 2.staghhorn stone at left kidney and 3. undescensus testis with hernia
patients pun baik ramah tamah with me.. so senang i nak check patients coz xbyk songeh.. tq ye coz senangkan kerja i nak report kt my PPDS (residents)

anyway, pernah dgr case silikonoma penis? lelaki yg nak besarkan penis so dieorang suntik with ape2 liquid to make it more bigger.. either for sexual satisfaction or terikut2 ngn kawan.. 5days i'm in Urology dh ader 3cases.. so Prof Soenaryo asked PPDS to kumpul kan this cases as research..

ader 1 morning report yg plg bwt kami sume pecah ketawa termasuk Prof jgk.. coz ade 1 case ni pen tersangkut dlm vesica urethra *ok xmau ulasan lanjut lgk*

pokoknye best Urology.. PPDS sgt baik n tenter kami..
even blk lewat malam pun, kami gelak2 gembira je kat ward for nak hilangkan stress..

dulu kecik2 pernah cite2 nak jdk surgeon *tapi sekarang..? hahaha...*

A CaLL

The best part when i saw "private number" appeared in my Hp screen while it was ringing..
and the happiest part when i heard my father's voice over the phone.."Assalamualaikum adik Intan.."

everything seems perfect to me..
when i told my dad & mom about my doctors, patients, studies, exams and others..

my dad was listening carefully just like he's a doctor and i'm the patient..
telling everything about my pain deep inside my heart..

it just like when a girl over excited when her boyfriend was calling her..
and everything seems like a rainbow in cloudy skies...
that's what i'm feeling because i don't have a boyfriend to share the real things...

a father can be the best listener, the best solution over mountain of problems...
the best shoulder to cry over like a baby, the strongest and protective bodyguard...

when we wanna hang over our conversation,
the sweetest words came over from his mouth was...
" love you "

mom & dad,
i love both of u over and over again..
everyday my loves ++ and become higher ..
it just like i'm addicted to my own heroine ..
" Ya Allah, please forgive my parents for every wrong doings they had done, healthy and happy life, and may Along, adik Chik and me always give the best results in everything to make our parents proud of us..kuatkan lah iman kami semua semoga kami sentiasa berjalan lurus.. jauhkan lah kami dari hasutan dan godaan syaitan" amin !

On-Call

Tugas Jaga.. or Oncall ..tu best if ~~~~

1. DM (dokter muda) yg jaga ngn kite tu pun best n sporting
2. Dokter Jaga yg jaga ngn kiter tu sempoi, tenter n mengajar DM, buku tulis for Dr Jaga ..die snd yg tulis (bukan suh DM yg tulis..sbb DM snd ader buku jaga for nk tulis SOAP patients snd)
3. Dokter Jaga tu sporting n blanje DM ..okla atleast air kotak ke... kan dh happy DM yg kerja ngn Dr tu..btol x?
4. Ade org visit time kiter Jaga..wahh itu happy ! or jumpe ngn DM2 stase lain yg on-call same ngn kiter..mmg happy melompat2 ..xkesah dah tu IRD ke aper..hahaha
5. Ade org hantar food kat kiter...wahhhh..xpyh dh mkn" Selamat Menikmati"

so kesimpulannyeh.. xde laa terasa tension/stress/nak maki2 mengamok if on-call from 2pm (after class) till d next morning at 7am ...dahla 730am dah kne msk class blk mcm biasa..

17hrs ..sape xpenat?

tapi for me, sayer bertahan je..harungi apa kt depan.. lex2..cool... jgn mengamok2 xbaik.. ramai patients..treat je baik2... yeahhhh baru idop sentiasa awet muda n disukai ramai :) :) muaxxxx

4n6

Tak sangke, cepat btol masa berlalu. Dah 1bulan dh so bye2 to Forensic, hello to Ophtalmology (blaja psl mata)

Bestla Forensic, santai duk main card, chess, melepak kt canteen forensic yg murah tapi agak "bersih". Tapi plg best is doctors2 Forensic sume cool2 n best2..including Staff specialist. Head Department, Dr. Agus mmg sporting habis, dhla kelakar and byk je cite. PPDS dr.Nyoman, dr. Bambang, dr. Eddy, dr. Nilie (btol nk eje?) n lain2 sume sporting n cool. Thanks to Dr. Nurjahyo as our dosen pebimbing for refrat. Exam autopsy ok je ngn dr.Eddy :) and exam medikolegal ngn Prof Sudjari .. fuh fuh.. *nafas lege even ade je xleh jawab.. tp Prof baikla*

Dulu, time saya 2nd year, pernah je ikut group 3rd yr medical students Uitm. *coz Add is my oldfrenz in TKC*. So, joined dieorang kt Forensic HKL. Mmg different laa fr Msia-Indon from my point of view. Kt Msia, mmg diakui theory dieroang mmg mantap la lebih2 lgk they r using full english terms. But ader kekurangan jgk compared to Indonesia. Coz time kt Forensic, kebetulan tgk Autopsy/Post-mortem lelaki Myanmar kene luka tembak (police tembak laa ). Mmg A-Z specialist saje yg bwt with his assistant. Students just tgk kt atas (mcm ader stage for tgk procedure of autopsy. Just time tu Dr baik sgt, dier kater xdpt ilmu if just stkt tengok dari atas stage, so better turun bawah n tgk snd or pegang. Kami pn turunla. Mmg facilities kt Msia mmg canggih n complete la. Even pakaian for Post-mortem pun mmg pakaian khusus. Dr explained to us cara2, how he died, kesan luka tembak tu kene kt mana, emboli artery, and bla2. He also showed to us X-ray and visum from police to do Post-mortem. Dr suruhla kami touched the brain. And i was the one who berani to touch it in the 1st place. *Mcm aneh kenapa bdk2 lain xsentuh and takut2 sampai Dr suruh*. Then baru teringat yg kt Msia dieroang mmg xde belah mayat snd during Anatomy dl (i'm not sure if USM or other uni how) coz they used organ2 yg dh siap dibelah and dah dlm balang formalin utk belajar Anatomy. Compared to us, during 1st year dl, Anatomy practicum dlm 1 group (bape tah.. 12 students ke? xingatla) dapat 1 cadaver yg masih utuh *complete body*. So mmg kami sendiri yg dissect cadaver to from superficial sampaila ke nerves, artery,vein, organs, muscles,tendon, bones, brains and others :) tapi ader Doctors as guidance before nak bwt sume nih la *sebab students leh je tersilap potong kan..or xdapat carik esp mcm vasa and nerves*


Compared to Forensic here, procedure autopsy/post-mortem sume mmg students yg bwt. Starting from PL-pemeriksaan luar jenazah till PD-pemeriksaan dalam jenazah (or autopsy). Of course mmg ader PPDS yg jaga, tapi mmg kami students yg bwt sume. Usually dlm 2groups around 10-12students. Sebab minimum students atleast dah pernah bwt 2x autopsy. So, starting from belah badan bentuk "Y" or "I", gergaji scr manual nak bukak tengkorak for nak check brains (kat Msia canggih coz they r using electric saw), potong and keluarkan organ, check kelainan, timbang berat organ, ambek photo *credit to my sony cybershot as camera autopsy*, catat dlm Visum, all everything Dokter Muda yg bwt. PPDS check2 mane2 yg salah, or tgk kelainan pd organ or betulkan ayat2 kami yg salah dlm laporan Jenazah. Maybe dari segi practical, i'm giving stars to Indonesia compared to Msia. Tapi yg kelakarnyeh, pakaian autopsy kami sume hand-made ! ahahha. *mcm pokok bergerak dlm baja* rain coat, plastik beg for cover up our shoes. :) :) ok nih dari segi budjet mmg Hospital xsediakan for students, so kami snd yg kene beli on our own. Selamat ader duit JPA ..tq government !

Sekarang dh habis dh Forensic. Tapi time group saya jaga, byk dapat cases yg menarik utk belajar.
#Jenazah meninggal coz accident ader laa kot dlm 2-3x,
# case lelaki Mesir meninggal coz Bird Flu,
#rekontruksi tulang2 yg dijumpai kt hutan tahun 2009 *lelaki, diduga kena luka bacok and luka tajam and kne bakar. Tengkorak pecah, patah tulang2, retak, ade kesan luka bacok and luka tajam kt tulang2. Drg. Wieke pun dtg identified gigi coz hanya tinggal tulang je kan..and ukur sume tulang2, nak tau usia si korban*
#case mati lemas dlm sungai.. bengkak sume..
#case pembunuhan. Mati luka tajam and luka tumpul kt kepala, leher, dada, perut, and extrimetas.Usus terburai time baru sampai kt kami. Kesimpulan, mati perdarahan dan kerosakn organ2 vital dan ditambah bengkak otak (oedem otak) coz jantung,paru, hati, perut, usus sume ader luka tajam. mmg ngeri la.. *pembunuh tu dh dapat tangkap dah*
#ade case abortion criminalis so baby tu dh mati si ibu yg kejam tgl dlm kotak dgn plastik hitam. kecikkkkk sgt fetus tu..coz baru 5bln. comel je. bwtla test paru apung. tapi -ve (meaning mmg xpernah bernafas lgk)
#pernah ikut g CSI - Crime Scene Investigation or snih pgl TKP. ade nenek mati dlm kedai makan dier. so Dr dipanggil for pastikan mangsa sudah mati or masih hidup, cari penyebab kematian, cara kematian, and kumpulkan bahan2 bukti. After habis TKP, PPDS trus g lunch, maybe PPDS dh biasa and lali dgn forensic ni so masih lgk bernafsu nak makan :P

Ok, paling jahat sekali, Apan pernah terkejutkan saye dlm ruang Autopsy sampai saye menjerit mcm org gila. Till bapak yg jaga forensic tu kaget n lari nak selamatkan saye. *Thila ingatkan sye kne rasuk* .. bukan kene rasuk.. tapi Apan nih mmg nakal la !! selamat xpengsan !

Pernah jgk time 2nd autopsy, jenazah dh mulai membusuk (manusia start membusuk >18-24 jam and plg cepat membusuk are brain, cecum -usus, uterus post partus) time tu sayer termuntah ngn horror nyeh coz bwt kat abdomen esp usus. Tapi steady je, after lap2 mulut and rasa xpening dah, sambung balik bwt kerja. ahakz.. kne la kuatkan semangat..

Ape2 pun, kita sedekahkan Al-fatihah kepada jenazah2 kt Forensic yg dah meninggal dunia (mostly Islam coz Indonesia penduduk ramai Islam). Al-fatihah jgk kepada kaum keluarga kita yg dh meniggal dunia. Moga roh2 mereka diampukan dosa dan ditempatkan bersama2 org yg beriman.

SRoLL n RoBes ~

Alhamdulillah, on 7th-12th my parents came to visit me for convocation occasion.
Wisuda on 10th April. Selamat atas Sarjana Kedokteran.
The day when i make my parents, family, lecturers and friends proud of me :)
Tq Allah for giving us chance to breath in this world being successful person
Tq parents for ur support, loves and sharing
Tq Doctors for ur ilmu and kebaikan

InsyaAllah..moga2 Dokter Muda dapat dilalui dengan tabah, sempurna, tidak main2, lulus semua ujian dan tidak melakukan kesalahan2 displin. Moga kami lulus on time.. insyaAllah Sept 2011 :) kemudian berbakti ke negara asal kami kembali.. aminnnnnnnnnnnnnn ~

HappY biRtHdaY to Me :)

I love those pictures ... Anyway thanks to Nad, Acap, Arina, Auliya, Pika & Amar.. sweet sgt korang.. sedap brfdy cake tu ! xtau pn they nk bwt suprise..hahah..tp comel la acap dtg bwk cake! haha... after makan2 we g support Infuse Band (Yasmin, Adam, Aki, Faried n bdk Indo lain xknal) ..performed kat Speedy belakang TP. yeahhh Min rockkkk !!!

Thanks to mama when she faced between death and life just to labor me on 29th March 1986. Thanks mama & abah for ur commitment, loves, caring, n responsible parents to raise 3 of us with tears & joyful. Along celebrate birthday same date & month with me too on 29th March 84 while Chik on 14th March 87. When we were small, every year we celebrated our birthday together having some party at home (tq mama dh melayan kerenah kami..tq maksu, makteh n sume2 auntie2 & uncle2 kesayangan kami)

Tq mama.. tq abah...

Hoping that we can reward u with golds, jewelery, luxurious cars and big house. But those things are not as high as ur loves towards ur children.

May Allah bless our family. Only Allah knows ur kindness and both of u had done such a good model as parents to color our life. Just like people said that children are white, pure and plain , their parents who the one decided to create their life in future besides attitude, moral, religious and others.

We know that mama n abah proud of us. Seeing us growing as adult, mature, being a Muslim n Muslimah towards Islam, never put the important ones behind and with bright future (InsyaAllah). Along as accountant, me as future doctor & Adeq Chik as future lawyer. We still need ur prayers and bless to become successful persons in future and of course we need both of u where ever and when ever we are.

Thanks En. Zainudin Hj Othaman and Pn Norihan Jaafar. We always pray for ur health,murah rezeki, panjang umur, may Allah forgive ur sins, may both of u always hear the good news from ur children, tears on ur cheeks because of our high achievement but not on our failure.

We love both of u !!

-Along, Intan & Adik Chik :)

Altantuya Shaaribuu

Ayah Altantuya diperintah kemuka kos jaminan RM60,000

30/03/2010 6:43pm

SHAH ALAM 30 Mac - Mahkamah Tinggi Shah Alam di sini hari ini memerintahkan bapa Altantuya, Shaariibuu Setev agar mengemukakan kos jaminan sebanyak RM60,000 kepada penganalisis politik, Abdul Razak Baginda dan Kerajaan Malaysia.

Pesuruhjaya Kehakiman Datuk Zaleha Yusof memerintahkan jumlah tersebut dikemukakan dalam tempoh tiga bulan.

Permohonan kos jaminan itu dibuat oleh Abdul Razak dan kerajaan Malaysia selepas kedua-duanya disaman oleh Shaariibuu yang menuntut ganti rugi sebanyak RM100 juta berikutan kematian Altantuya empat tahun lalu. - Utusan

The Altantuya Shaaribuu Case: How and why she was killed

By ARNAUD DUBUS
SPECIAL TO THE NATION
Published on March 13, 2009

SHAARIBUU SETEV is a bitter and disappointed man. Yet behind the sad face of this Mongolian lies a fierce determination.

"My daughter has been murdered by Malaysians on Malaysian territory. And they did not even offer a word of apology," states this professor of psychology at the National University of Mongolia.

The murder of his daughter, Altantuya Shaaribuu, took place in October 2006. Everything in this case - which started in 2002 when the French-Spanish company Armaris concluded the sale of three submarines to the Malaysian government for �1 billion - is out of the ordinary. The murder of the 28-year-old Mongolian was the result of a "commission" of �114 million by Armaris to its Malaysian counterpart. This commission, acknowledged by the Malaysian government, triggered a chain of events that led to the assassination of Altantuya and the disappearance of several key witnesses in the case.

A November 19, 2006 report from the Malaysian police, which has been kept secret until now, reveals precise descriptions how this young woman, a member of Asian high society, was killed. In this document, one of the killers, a policeman of the Malaysian Special Branch named Sirul Omar, replied to questions by an officer at a police station close to the murder scene.

"When the Chinese woman saw that I had a gun, she begged me to spare her, saying she was pregnant. Azilah [Sirul's commanding officer] grabbed her and threw her on the ground. I immediately shot the left side of her face. Then Azilah took off her clothes and put them in a black plastic bag. Azilah noticed that her hand was still moving. He ordered me to shoot again, which I did," said Sirul.

This is the first confirmation of Altantuya's killers' identity.

"Then we carried her body into the woods. Azilah wrapped explosives around her legs, abdomen and head, and we blew her up."

The revelation of this report in the French newspaper Liberation is the latest chapter in this dramatic saga featuring French arms dealers, Mongolian shamans and Malaysian politicians.

This case is explosive not only for the Malaysian government, with the deputy prime minister and finance minister Najib Razak (who is scheduled to become prime minister at the end of March) suspected of having links to the case. It could also embarrass DCNS, the French company specialising in military shipbuilding. Armaris, which sold Scorp�ne and Agosta submarines to Malaysia in June 2002 was bought by DCNS in 2007.

Altantuya grew up in St Petersburg, then studied at the Institute of Economic Management in Beijing. Besides speaking English, she was fluent in Russian, Chinese and Korean. The fateful cycle for her began when she met Abdul Razak Baginda in Hong Kong in 2004. Baginda is a security expert and was the director of the Malaysian Strategic Research Centre, a pro-government think-tank. The two became romantically involved. Altantuya, nicknamed Tuya by her friends, proved to be a useful assistant, helping Baginda translate from Russian to English.

In March 2005 Altantuya and Baginda went to Europe, touring France, Germany, Italy and Portugal, staying in plush hotels and dining in the finest restaurants. This trip, however, was not only for pleasure: the contract for the sale of the submarines had been signed in 2002, but important details had yet to be settled.

"We knew that Baginda was used by Deputy Prime Minister Najib Razak as an intermediary for weapons deals, especially the high-level ones," says a regional security-affairs expert.

At the end of March 2005 the couple was in Paris, where they met with Najib Razak. A picture shows the three in a Parisian club.

"Tuya showed me the picture. She said that one of the men was her boyfriend, Abdul Razak Baginda, and the other the big boss, Najib Razak," said Altantuya's best friend Amy. "I asked her if they were brothers because of the names, but she said no, that Najib Razak was the prime minister."

Najib Razak has sworn on the Koran that he never met Altantuya. According to a private detective, now in hiding in India, Tuya was also the occasional mistress of the deputy prime minister, who was introduced to her by Baginda at the end of 2004.

In October 2006, Altantuya was informed that the commission paid by Armaris had arrived in the Kuala Lumpur bank account of Perimekar, a company owned by Baginda.

Altantuya went to Kuala Lumpur to claim her share of the commission from Baginda; she said she was entitled to US$500,000 (Bt18 million). She and Baginda had already broken up prior to this.

Meanwhile, a jealous Rosmah Mansor, the feared businesswoman and wife of Najib Razak, objected to any payment to Altantuya.

For several days, Altantuya harassed her ex-lover. On October 18, Baginda could no longer tolerate the daily scenes made by Altantuya in front of his house. He contacted the director of the Special Branch, Musa Safrie, who happened also to be Najib Razak's aide de camp. On October 19, 2006, just before 9pm, two Special Branch officers, Azilah Hadridan and Sirul Omar, were sent to Baginda's house, where Altantuya was gesticulating and shouting. They were ordered to "neutralise the Chinese woman". They kidnapped her, shot her several times, then destroyed her body with C4 explosives, which could only be obtained from the Defence Ministry. Altantuya's entry into Malaysia was erased from immigration records.

Somehow, the local police were tipped off that something odd had happened in front of Baginda's house, and events unfolded that even Deputy Prime Minister Najib Razak could not impede. He tried to cover up the case. Before the arrest of Baginda, [the deputy prime minister] sent him an SMS: "I will see the inspector-general of police at 11am today... The problem will be solved. Be cool". A few hours later, Baginda was arrested along with Azilah and Sirul.

After a trial considered dubious by many observers, Baginda was acquitted of having ordered the murder and was released in November 2008. Accused of having perpetrated the murder, Azilah and Sirul appeared in court last month. If convicted, their sentences will be death. The verdict is scheduled for April 9.

In Ulan Bator, 12-year-old Mungunshagai, the eldest son of Altantuya, is still traumatised by the death of his mother. Five-year-old Altanshagai, her youngest son, is mentally handicapped and doers not understand that he will never see his mother again.

"He asks for her all the time and stays the whole day in his chair. Every evening I bring him sweets and tell him that his mother gave them to me for him," says Shaaribuu Setev, the grandfather of the two boys.

As for Baginda, he has settled in the UK with his family. He has never uttered a word of regret on the fate of the woman who shared his life for two years.

Arnaud Dubus (in Kuala Lumpur, Ulan Bator and Paris)

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Ok saya xnak comment pasal Kes Altantuya ke, kerajaan Malaysia ke, Shaariibuu ke, Razak Baginda ke.. sebab nanti if salah sane snih (either saya bagi facts or create story.. tak pasai2 studies saya kt Indonesia kne hang..JPA kne tarik.. tup tap tup tap masuk jail or ISA) *even my Dad pengarah penjara Tapah pn maybe xdpt nak bantu kang*

Saya just nak cerita macam mane if some1 yang dah mati dibunuh/terbunuh/bunuh diri/plane crash/accident/ok laa xkisahlaa ape2 motif pembunuhan pun.. then tiba dibakar/terbakar sampai hancur hangus sampai kiter xnampak dah jenazah/ si korban. So mcm mane kiter nak identify jenazah? Even kiter xnmpk pakaian si korban, ape tah lagi muka dan tubuh badan. Kulit hangus mcm arang (belum lagi termasuk if cuma tinggal serpihan badan sahaja)

Nak ambik darah? tak dapat kesan dah mane vena, artery... darah pun dh xde kt tubuh si korban

Nak ambik cap jari?? sbb org kater DNA cap jari manusia sume lain2..tapi kulit dh rentung.

Nak ambek sampel urine? jantung? ginjal? paru? liver? sume dah jadik *cookies*

Salah satu cara kita nk identify mayat yg rentung akibat kebakaran is dgn check gigi !! sebab walaupun tulang2 yg lain dah hancur/patah/reput tapi, gigi kita masih utuh sebab ade unsur2 element yg kuat *for further info pergila tnyer Dentist nyerk* (ini termasukla if kita masih memakai gigi palsu, crown, bridge ke ape2 laaa psl dental nih) semua ni ade dlm Dental Record. So, once seseorang dh mati dibunuh, plg senang pembunuh nak hilangkan bukti2 is dgn membakar mayat si korban *mmg sangat2 kejam...ko tunggu laaa api neraka nnt ngapppp ko..xde sape nak bele ko*

Moral of d value : pergila check gigi sll.. updating ur kesihatan gigi.. sebab Dental Record ni penting. Ok pasal case Altantuya ni.. smpai skrng mcm masih xbetul2 solve.. tak pela.. hanya Allah saja yg tau kebenaran siapa pembunuh dan yg bersubahat. Hanya akhirat saja yg benar2 Mahkamah yg plg adil. Kita dah tak perlukan pangkat, harta ape2, nanti cuma kebaikan di dunia dan berjalan lurus dgn ajaran2 Islam sahaja dpt menilai kita. Emas berlian, kereta Ferrari, pangkat tinggi, dah melancong 1 dunia smpai ke Bulan, Marikh, Pluto mcmne pun bkn leh bwk masuk kubur. Manusia tak takut dengan azab Allah sekarang di dunia tapi nanti di akhirat tiada siapa leh bantu kita even our parents or bf or nenek or sape2. Hanya ilmu agama bekalan di akhirat. Nauzubillah. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Engkau menghidupkan aku dengan sifat fizikal yg sempurna, maka Engkau matikan lah aku dengan cukup sifat yang sempurna seperti mana aku dilahirkan drpd rahim ibu ku. Matikan lah aku dlm keimanan. Begitu juga dengan kedua ibu-bapa ku dan saudara2 Islam yg seagama dgn ku. Amin

Mungkin orang pikir kalau ambik medic, mesti kene pandai..mesti kene tahan bau darah, mesti xpengsan kalau tgk darah membuak2, mesti cool kalau tgk jenazah org meninggal, mesti berani tdo dgn cadaver (eh ade ke? ehehhe)

Kalau nak diceritakan, last sem (sem7) belajar subjects Surgery, O&G, Opthalmology, ENT, Forensic, Public Health, and Anaestesiology.

Ingat lagik, kat VK Obgyen (ruang bersalin for phatology sahaja-pertolongan persalinan dgn kelainan/tidak normal/dgn penyakit2 tertentu yg berbahaya kpd ibu dan bayi), petang tu saya on-call so at 3pm till malam. Actually dah 3 hari demam and xbape sihat (tapi dah makan panadol so ingatkan tough laa that day).

Muke bersemangat nak belajar dgn resident/PPDS and kebetulan time tu Dr panggil kami suh tgk D&C (dilatation and curettage) kt room Gyne (nak bersihkan uterus after abortion. nak buang sume darah2 and sisa janin so xtinggal dlm uterus/rahim sebab nanti jadik bende asing dlm body si ibu). Punya la bersemangat nih nak tgk *sebab teringat auntie pnh spontaneous abortion dl* so nak tgk mcmne cara die. Mmg 1st time tgk mcm ngeri la..si ibu pn ngerang kesakitan *of course la sakit kan..so plz dont try this at home/ bidan or org2 xpengalaman sebab bahaya infection, or tembus/robek rahim or emboli artery or xbersih scr aseptic*



Mule2 saya berdiri plg depan sbb nak tgk dgn clear mcmne Dr bwt (baru puas hati biar tgk jelas).Suddenly, rasa nausea and dizzy sebab bau darah tibe2 dtg (maybe sebab faktor demam xkebah lagi so mmg cepat rasa nk termuntah if bau mcm2). So, i moved back and tried nak keluar from room tu (room kecik tp rmai org) or duduk kt seat. Tapi rasa segan dgn Dr sebab saya kan student lgk (rasa xrespect kt Dr lak) jadi dgn tabahnyeh saye pn maintain cool and pura2 nothing happen. Jalanla slowly dkt patient si ibu tadik nak sambung tgk curette but suddenly black-out !! *mmg rasa nak termuntah, sejuk extremitas kaki ke kepala, peluh sejuk and muke pucat* trus lari ke sinki muntah !! *thanks to Thila yg tepuk2 belakang saya and bawak saya keluar fr that room ke kawasan lebih lapang* Duduk kejap kt bench luar and Thila sgt sweet ambikkan air aqua for me. Adela ibu2 (family patients yg tunggu kt luar) tanyer saye nampak mcm pitam je nih. *malu lak..dahla pkai lab coat..patut bukak je tdk..ahahhaa*



A few minutes later, saya pn masukla ruang VK after dh stabil and duduk atas bed patient (tempat ibu bersalin). Rmai Dr pn gelakkn sye ckp ade "patient" pitam nak kne bwt CPR laa ape tah lgk duk gurau senda (sebab bawah ruang VK nih is ER-emergency room.. so sape2 pengsan kt floor VK or Gynae leh campak je kebawah trus ke ER...hahaha) *punya laa malu time tu..tutup muka and tunduk je..muka mmg merah thn malu sebab sume duk gelakkan sye*

Memang kalau diingatkan balik, memang kelakar laaa peristiwa mcm nih..ala bkn sye xstrong, tapi sebab demam time tu, rasa loya and nk termuntah la sebab bau darah kan (byk je alasan) ahahaha..

Info about D&C: ~

	Dilatation and curettage
	A dilatation and curettage (D&C) is an operation performed on women to scrape away the womb lining. The cervix (neck) of the uterus (womb) is dilated using an instrument called a dilator. The endometrium (lining of the womb) is then lightly scraped off using a curette. This spoon-shaped instrument can be used to remove diseased tissue, treat abnormal bleeding or to obtain a specimen for diagnostic purposes. Problems that may require D&C D&C can be used as a diagnostic test or as a form of treatment for a range of conditions. Some of the problems that may require D&C include: A history of abnormal menstrual bleeding, such as heavy bleeding (menorrhagia) or bleeding between periods Polyps (small growths protruding from the mucous membrane of the uterus) Uterine infection Incomplete abortion (miscarriage) Surgical abortion Heavy bleeding after childbirth Suspicion of uterine cancer Investigations of female infertility. Medical issues to consider You will be advised to have nothing to eat or drink for at least six to eight hours before the surgery. In some cases, you are given an injection an hour before your operation to make you feel drowsy and help dry up internal fluids. Women younger than 35 years are generally advised against undergoing D&C, unless there is no other alternative. Operation procedure D&C is regarded as a relatively minor operation and can be done as day surgery but a general anaesthetic is usually given. The typical D&C procedure includes: Once you are anaesthetised, your uterus is examined to determine its size and position. The walls of the vagina are held apart by an instrument called a speculum (the same instrument used during a Pap test). If you aren’t having general anaesthetic, an instrument is inserted to both position the cervix and administer local anaesthetic. Rods (dilators) that increase in size are introduced into the cervix, one at a time, to gently widen the entrance of the cervix (os) to the right diameter. The spoon-shaped curette is inserted through the dilated cervix and into the uterus. The lining of the uterus (endometrium) is scraped off using the curette. What happens next depends on the condition. For example, the scraping procedure concludes the surgical abortion, while tissue samples will be prepared and taken to a laboratory for investigation if the D&C was needed to help diagnose suspected uterine cancer. Immediately after the procedure After surgery you can expect: Nurses to record your vital signs such as temperature, pulse and blood pressure. You are observed for any vaginal bleeding. You shouldn’t need pain relief after the operation, although some patients experience mild abdominal cramps. A light pain killing tablet may be suggested. You should be able to get out of bed within a few hours and often are allowed home four to six hours after the operation if there is no vaginal bleeding. If you have lost a lot of blood before the operation, you might be required to stay in hospital overnight. Make arrangements for someone to come and collect you from the surgery or hospital, as you should not drive at least until the next day. Possible complications Some of the possible complications of D&C include: Reactions to the medications used, such as allergic reactions to the general anaesthesia Cervical damage due to dilation or the passage of instruments Haemorrhage (bleeding) Infection of the uterus or other pelvic organs Scar tissue within the uterus, if the scraping was too vigorous Puncture of the uterus. Taking care of yourself at home Be guided by your doctor or surgeon but general suggestions include: Some cramping or mild abdominal discomfort is considered usual after a D&C. See your doctor if you are concerned or in pain. You should take any medication as ordered by your doctor. If you are taking antibiotics, make sure to take the whole course, even if you feel well. You should not have sexual intercourse for a week or so if possible. Avoid putting anything into your vagina, including tampons or douches, for at least one week or preferably two. If you experience any signs of infection (such as fever, pain or discharge) see your doctor immediately. Long term outlook D&C is used to help diagnose certain conditions such as cancer of the uterus. Your doctor will let you know when the results of your laboratory tests are available. Treatment depends on the diagnosis. For example, if cancer is diagnosed, treatment options include hysterectomy (surgical removal of the uterus), radiotherapy, chemotherapy and hormone therapy. Other forms of treatment Alternatives to D&C depend on the condition. For menorrhagia, for example, other forms of diagnosis and treatment include: Using a catheter (thin hollow tube) to take a sample of endometrial tissue for diagnostic purposes. A hysteroscope (a type of slender telescopic device) is generally advised for taking tissue samples from older women. Another diagnostic test is the vaginal ultrasound. This involves introducing a slender device into the vagina to take ‘sound pictures’ of the uterus. The oral contraceptive pill can be used to treat menorrhagia. An intrauterine device (IUD) that’s impregnated with the hormone progesterone can reduce heavy menstrual flow in some cases. Where to get help Your doctor The Jean Hailes Foundation Tel. 1800 151 441 Australasian Menopause Society Tel. (03) 4642 1603 Family Planning Victoria Inc. Tel. (03) 9257 0100 Things to remember A dilatation and curettage (D&C) is an operation performed on women to scrape away the womb lining. D&C is a form of treatment for a range of conditions including incomplete miscarriage, polyps or unwanted pregnancy. D&C can be used as a diagnostic test if, for example, cancer of the uterus is suspected.

ProxiMaL MusCLe WeaKnesS ~

Winging Scapula

Last 2 nights, i text my lovely Auntie, Makteh. She took care of my siblings since we were kids till teenagers (she stayed with family till my aged around 15 then she get married) coz mom and dad bz with their works. She married now with 4 cute lil kids (Awish 7, Marry 6, Baby Mia 4 and Baby Kaseh 1+)

Now i'm growing older (ok i mean not too old ..not a girl but not yet a woman..yela in d middle..hehhe) so it's my turn to reward back what Mak Teh had done to us *baby sister*. Mama and Abah also told us (Along, Adik Chik n me) always remember Makteh, be nice/respect to her and her family, once we start our carrier don't forget to give her some of our salary. Sometime, if i have extra money, i love to buy Tudung Kanak2 for Marry and baby Mia, kopiah kanak2 for Awish, cute name tags from Bandung, dresses and kemeja from Jogja, story books and coloring books and others. I also bought Makteh and Mak(my granny) Semi-Silk Kain Kurung as my successful in business through online shop

I just missed her so much.
I text to her "Salam Makteh, mcm mane kaki? sakit lgk ke?"
She beeped me back "Wslm, Intan. Sakit kaki lg teruk..tapak kaki. nak jalan susah n sakit sgt.."
I was dreaded because she had complaint about it since last month and she just met Orthopedic (specialist in bones).
I tried to call her but ... "maaf, kartu kredit anda tidak cukup utk membuat panggilan ini" oh damn, no credit in this emergency situation! I went out to top-up *thanks Mas jual magazines and koran (newspaper)*



Let's review~name- Makteh, gender- female,age- early 40, race-Malay, job-housewife

Chief complaint-pain like tingle in both feet till can't move and walk for past 1month+. (proximal muscle weakness)

Before this, past 3 months she had pain at her back (around scapula and m.trapezius), radiated to left hand till elbow-humeral, biceps and triceps (till she can't raised her hand or carry her baby), then radiated to waist, then to leg on knee but now (until now) on both feet. Today she recovered from her pain (the upper part of body) except on her feet.
I investigated that no numbness, no vomit or blur vision, gastro-intestinal are normal, and no trauma. *since i cant check her by myself so i can't figure-it out her face (ptosis or facial weakness or others), muscle waste, reflex, or gait (just she said she still can feel the sensory on her feet and she had difficult in walking-related with gait)*

She went to clinics twice before this and the Dr just said it was only stress and bla2 (hate it), then on the 2nd Dr, they referred her to Orthopedic. She met the Specialist and do several checked-up as followed; blood sample-normal (meaning no infection), no uric acid/gout, no diabetic (exclude endocrine myopathies,Myasthenia gravis), no hypertension, xray on knee and leg are normal, urine sample kotor skit (maybe upper urinary track infection) but dah dapat Antibiotic, thyroid levels are normal (exclude MG) . On the 2nd appointment, Orthopedic said it was nothing wrong.

But for me, i might said that it related with nerves (yela saya belum Dr lgk). So, i sms my Auntie, "makteh, salin ni bagi kt Neurologist (specialist in neuro) nanti. Proximal muscle weakness for investigation of muscle disorders - serum CK-creatine kinase, EMG-electromyography and muscle biopsy." i can hear her weak voice over the phone *i can feel your pain and how suffering you are because you still have to take care of your husband and small children on the same time*



I diagnosed a few types of illness related with muscle disorder after discussing with my friends and referring to books (no need to mention what i'm thinking right now). Just i hope it's not true and may Allah give her strength to fight and recover as normal. I know u're afraid to deal with it. But we (family) always give moral support to you, Makteh. Moga cepat sembuh.

take note- no family history of muscle disorder

ChEmiCaL PeeLinG ~

Mild acne scarring on 32 yrs old woman

After 2 months of chemical peel

Chemical peeling is used to improve the skin's appearance by applying a chemical solution to the skin, causing the top layers of skin to separate and peel off. The new skin is smoother, less wrinkled, and may be more even in color.
Dermatologists may enhance the results of a chemical peel with laser/light-based rejuvenation techniques, or combine with another procedure, such as dermal fillers or botulinum rejuvenation. A thorough evaluation by your dermatologist will help determine what best meets your needs.

What Can a Chemical Peel Do?

* Reduce fine lines, especially under the eyes and around the mouth.
* Treat mild scarring and certain types of acne.
* Diminish skin discoloration, such as sun spots, age spots, liver spots, freckles, or blotchiness.
* Refresh skin texture and color.

How Are Chemical Peels Performed?

Prior to treatment, you may be instructed to stop certain medications and prepare the skin with pre-conditioning creams, which you would apply at home for a period of time. A chemical peel is usually performed in a dermatologist's office, involving the following:


* Cleansing the skin with an agent that removes excess oils; eyes and hair are protected.
* Applying the peel to the designated location (face, neck, chest, hands, arms, or legs), using one or more chemical solutions, such as glycolic acid, trichloroacetic acid, salicylic acid, lactic acid, or carbolic acid (phenol).
* Using the proper peeling agent (superficial, medium or deep) based upon the type of skin damage present and your desired results.


During a chemical peel, most patients experience a warm to hot sensation that may last about 5 to 10 minutes and may be followed by some stinging. A deeper peel can be more painful and require medication during or after the procedure, and require a longer recovery time.

What Should Be Expected After Treatment?

To minimize the reappearance of lesions and lines, dermatologists recommend daily use of a broad-spectrum (blocks ultraviolet A and ultraviolet B rays) sunscreen.
Depending upon the type of peel applied, there may be a mild to severe sunburn-like sensation. The gentlest type of peel, a superficial peel, usually produces redness, which is followed by scaling that lasts three to five days.
Medium-depth and deep peels can result in swelling and blisters that may break, crust, turn brown, and peel off over a period of seven to 14 days or longer. Some peels may require surgical tape to be placed on part or all of the treated skin.

Are There Complications?

People with certain skin types have a risk of developing a temporary or permanent skin color change. This risk may increase if you take birth control pills, have been pregnant, or have a family history of brownish discoloration on the face. Persistent redness also may occur after a chemical peel and can last for months.
Although very low, there is a risk of scarring after a chemical peel. If scarring does occur, it can usually be treated with good results. Proper precautions should be taken for patients with a history of fever blisters, cold sores or keloids.


What Are The Limitations of Chemical Peels?

* Cannot tighten loose or sagging skin.
* Does not remove deep scars.
* Cannot change pore size or remove broken blood vessels on the face; however, the procedure may improve the appearance of these conditions.
Dermatologists can perform other procedures to address these conditions.
A dermatologist is a physician who specializes in treating the medical, surgical and cosmetic conditions of the skin, hair and nails.

*source - American Academy of Dermathology

I just had my 1st chemical peels at Erha Clinic with Dr. Vina, Skin Specialist (after a few facial treatments). So i have to avoid exposure of direct sunshine, scratching my face, no sweating and no make-up at all !! I still have to continue my treatment next month (because the treatment require 4x of chemical peels and every week home peels). Anyway, thanks to Pina for accompanied me (she just started 1 month and met Dr for 2nd appointment), thanks to Amri for the Peugeot ride, Amenk and Areen too ;)

Drinking Alcohol ~

What are the tastes of drinking beer, bintang, red or white wine?
As we know that Islam forbidden us from drinking but why certain of us still cross the border line?
What are so special about this drinks? Why not choose Coke or any soda drinks as replacement?
That's why people said, Allah forbidden us from doing this and doing that but we still want to to do it because we have heart but we don't have the soul towards Allah. Why people still drinking even we know it will remains as "haram" in our blood and flesh for the rest of our life (if we din't ask for forgiveness/taubat)? Why human love to break the rules? Or does it sounds cool if i'm drinking and u're not?

In my country, Islam is more strict, control and heavy punishment for those Muslim people who are drinking in public, free sex, "tangkap basah", halal logo in restaurant and lots more. Do u still remember a woman model was caught drinking in public? *hukuman sebat pertama dilakukan ke atas wanita di negara Malaysia*

What happen in Indonesia? You can see a lot of Muslim people still drinking anywhere. Don't go too far to Bali, it also happen here when bapak2 gang minum2 todi selambe je mabuk2 (dangerous if a girl walk alone at night).

1 night, I went hangout with my Indonesians friends at Pakuwon , we went into Circle K (24 hrs mini market like 7E) and the boys bought half dozen of beers.
1 night, I went hangout with my best-friend, ex-schoolmate at Asian Cafe, Subang. Most of the tables with "arak" and most of them were Malays *shame of my race*. A group of young teenagers were seating next to my table and they were playing a "destroying games". A boy took a bottle of beer and spun it on the table and if it pointed to any1 of their friend, he/she had to do any true or dare. Then I saw a few girls stood up and kissed all the boys in their group. *where r your moral, attitude as a girl and why u're so cheap? *maybe bitches are anywhere*

Alcohol goes directly into the bloodstream, physically affecting the whole body. Some illnesses and health problems caused by alcohol include:

• Hangovers. Headaches, nausea, vomiting, aches and pains all result from drinking too much. Drinking to the point of drunkenness makes you sick

• Weight gain. Alcohol is not water. A beer has about 150 "empty" calories that provide few if any nutrients. That's why we can see drunk people with big fat belly...gross
  

• High blood pressure. Along with being overweight, high blood pressure is associated with many serious health problems.

• Depressed immune system. Impaired immunity makes you more likely to contract viral illnesses such as flu and infections.

• Cancer. 2-4% of all cancer cases are related to alcohol. Upper digestive tract cancers are the most common, hitting the esophagus, mouth, larynx, and pharynx. Women who drink prior to menopause are more likely to develop breast cancer. Your risk of skin cancer doubles if you drink slightly more than "moderate levels." Some studies implicate alcohol in colon, stomach, pancreas and lung cancer. And let's not forget the liver.

• Liver disease. Heavy drinking can cause fatty liver, hepatitis, cirrhosis and cancer of the liver. The liver breaks down alcohol at the rate of only one drink per hour.

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• Alcohol poisoning. Drinking large amounts can result in alcohol poisoning, which causes unconsciousness and even death. Breathing slows, and the skin becomes cold and may look blue. Don't let a person in this condition "sleep it off." Call 911.

• Heart or respiratory failure. Excessive drinking can have serious results. Heart or respiratory failure often means death.

Other long-term effects of heavy alcohol use include loss of appetite, vitamin deficiencies, stomach ailments, sexual impotence, central nervous system damage, and memory loss.

Let us recall back what happen in Acheh? Tsunami in December 2004 destroyed the city in one breath. 226,000 Indonesians were killed or went missing in the disaster, and approximately 500,000 were left homeless. They said it happen because lot of "dirty things" were done by the villagers such as "laga ayam", maksiat, drinking and others *sad because majority of them are Muslim*



Don't only blamed to Acheh and Indonesia. What will happen to my country?

CLerKshIP sEm 6 ~

Sem 6 n Sem 7 dulu .. zmn2 clerkship memang best..santai..lepak...

sebab???

2bulan direct kelas sahaja sahaja *sampai panas bontot duduk kt krusi fr 730am - 1.30pm .. tersengguk2 tdo dlm kelas, malas salin notes, ponteng kelas (ini jangan di teladani)

after that, baru mula 1 bulan clerkship.. (clerkship ni main point dier nak bagi budak2 xschock nanti dah masuk DM-dokter muda/ koas/ clinical)

Sem 6 subjects - Internal medicine, Paediatry, Neurology, Dhermatology, Psychiatry, Pharmacy, and Radiology

Tapi utk Kepaniteraan Muda cuma berlaku kpd Internal Med, Paed, Neuro & Psychiatry sahaja

# 1st round was in Psychiatry.
Psychiatry ni meluas, bende2 ni kita tak nampak sebab main dgn jiwa dan perasaan manusia.
- ade seorang perempuan ni.. dia rasa diri dia tak cantik, berkudis semua (memang ade history of Psoriasis)..so time dia masuk kelas, dia puji2 semua doctor cantik2..tapi dia tidak. (xde self-confident).
-ade srg budak kecik comel ni.. aged 7.. dier autisme. Parents dia baru perasan dia pelik fr kanak2 lain start time nak masuk TK (tadika). So, kanak2 autisme ni perlu Day Care yg khusus utk merangsang mereka belajar, urus diri, merespon kepada org lain dll.
-seorang lelaki yang baru je masuk pintu dah mengamok2 ckp "aku mengantok!!", "aku capek!!" aku lapar!!" . disebabkan emosi dia xstabil dan takut dier mengamok kt doctors semua, Dr yang jaga dia bawak dier msk dlm bilik die balik.
-seorang lelaki yang asalnya sihat walafiat.. tapi 1 day ni die accident motor. koma beberapa bulan. after sedarkan diri, dia dah tak kenal siapa diri dia dah..(kesian kat bapak dia dh tua, semua kena jaga kebajikan dia)
-ada budak lelaki ni ckp dia artist penyanyi terkenal *tiba2 nyanyi kuat2 dlm kelas* hahha... (kiteorang pun nanyi jgk sebab dia suke ST 12..layan jelaaa)
-seorang ibu nih after melahirkan anak (operate caeser) trus rasa trauma operate . Tak nak mandi, tak nak solat, tak nak makan n kurungkan diri.

Pernah dlm group kecik, saya jadi Doktor yang anamnesis (history taking) kt sorang lelaki ni. dx schizophrenia. Sebab dia kene msk hospital caused mengamok2 pukul mak dia snd dan mengamok kat kampung. So kene bawak msk Hospital sebab takut bahayakan public. Kelakar time sy tanya dia coz nak tau IQ patient "mas, 5x2 berapa?" (suppose kene tanya 100-7 berapa? den -7 lagi berapa...tapi saya tanya soklan darab lak). Patient tu jawab ngn selamba je "doc, kok soklan gampang ditanya??" . Kawan2 semua gelak... *haaa ambik ko kene sebijik kt muka* hahahahaha

Ada juga for rawatan Methadone utk drugs users yang rasa ingin stop/insaf. So mereka ambil ubat ni (ubat kawalan) utk elakkan rasa ketagih kat ganja, heroin & seangkatan dgn nya.

Ada Day Care utk kanak2 istimewa spt Autisme, delayed speech dll (kanak2 yg perlu pelajaran khusus)

#2nd was Neurology
Susah sebab kene recall back Anatomy. hahahaa.. tp interesting cases and bijak2 laa sape ambek Specialist Saraf ni.
Paling sy ingat time on-call kt Ruangan Saraf, ada patient baru "check-in", so tugas DM and Resident/PPDS kene anamnesis/HT and PE (Physical Examnination) kt patient ni. Best time tu PPDS nama Dr.Intan (tapi beliau lelaki ye..jgn silap). After buat semua PE, dia tanya2 students apa diangnose kami (macam main teka-teki..best kan). Ape lagi semua bende keluar la.. hahaha... At last baru bukak CT-scan patient ni, it was abses kt otak (xingatla scr details). Plg kelakar.. patient nih dier xmerespon apa yang Dr tanya dan xkenal barang semua (afasia, anomia sebab kerusakan fungsi berbahasa akibat kerosakan otak). Tapi time Dr bwt snout reflect, patient tiba2 ketawa.. sebab bagi dia word tu kelakar. (semua Dr, DM and nurse kt situ gelak juga.. hahahaha) Comel sgt moment tu..

Ada patient stroke ni kejang kaki tiba2.. (bayangkan kita yang kaki cramp kejap je after habis jogging, br bgn tdo ke dah mengerang kesakitan)

Exam Neuro oral ngn Dr Specialist. Wah susah !! *itu je mampu terungkap*



#3. Internal Medicine
Even org ckp lab nih penat, heavy, susah bla2.. tapi sempoi laaa time ni.. sebab dgn seorang Dr yang sgt baik hati. Ok actually Dr nih menghidap ataxia (Ataxia: Wobbliness. Incoordination and unsteadiness due to the brain's failure to regulate the body's posture and regulate the strength and direction of limb movements. Ataxia is usually a consequence of disease in the brain, specifically in the cerebellum which lies beneath the back part of the cerebrum.)
Even dia sakit2 tapi dia sanggup mengajar kami..mmg respect :) Dalam 2weeks kami byk present case, discuss and belajar. Masuk ward pun once je kot. Tgk and discuss patient breast cancer, kidney failure, hepatocarcinoma (liver cancer).



#4. Pediatric
-Kesian tgk bayi a few months dah sakit Willm's Tumor (kidney tumor esp happen at children). Baby ni datang dgn nenek n mak dia from Bali. Jauhkan !! naik train (our teaching hospital handle whole cases of East Indonesia.. Hospital rujukan so semua case byk je nak dapat..untung Dr dpt byk rare cases).
-Sana sni baby nangis, budak2 meragam semua. * tapi kesian sgt..dahla miskin.. keluarga xmampu nak bayar semua kos ubat, treatment, susu, pampers *(sebab time tu kt ward 3rd class)
-Ada budak nih, 8thn diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia.. time sy PE adik ni - hepatomegali, splenomegali S7, dan ada kelainan kt jantung jgk (xbape ingat scr details)
-Pernah time nak check sorang patient ni.. budak kt bed sebelah dia mengamok sebab kacau dia tgh nyenyak tidur (mak dier yg kejutkan dia..bkn kami) tiba2 mengamok2 and ludah kt kami (skittttt je lagik nak kne kt my lab coat) *haaaaa..kalau bukan patient tu.. dah lama kne smack down..tp yela bdk2..dahla sakit..kne byk bersabar jdk Dr ni*

Overall.. Sem 6 memang best.. oh memory xleh lupa jgk sebab sy pun terinfeksi virus merbahaya pandemic (xpayahla nak ckp virus ape). maybe nasokomial (dpt fr Hospital). Alhamdulillah sembuh total :)

HO ?

Sekarang sy dah 4th year 2nd sem medical student di Universitas Airlangga, Surabaya..

If nak recall balik, memang banyak susah-senang. tapi bila baca news psl future nanti dh jadi HO kat hospital Malaysia.(perhaps next yr grad insyaALLah). mesti rasa gerun, takut rasa ilmu di dada tak cukup, takut kene marah dengan MO & Specialist (bos)

Tapi walaupun kita semua rasa xready lagi, pusing-pusing balik wajib juga kita face it (sape suruh ambek medic if xready nak jadik doctor? lagipun kita handle nyawa manusia.. bukan anak patung yg ader kt my bed)

For students oversea especially Malaysians students di Indonesia .. mungkin kita rasa susah nanti nak balik Malaysia. Sini kita guna Bahasa Indonesia and Latin terms (kadang2 je kot English in PBL). Macam mana nak mantapkan diri sebelum kita tempuh diri kita dengan suasana hospital di Malaysia? *ini berlaku kpd students medic, dentist n pharmacy*

1# Ramaikan kenalan rakan sejawat anda yg sedang belajar di IPTA/IPTS di Malaysia atau yang sedang berkerja *sibuk on-call xpayahla nak tanyer byk sgt..pening direoang xcukup tdo*

2# Guna English text-book yang mudah dibeli di Kamal Bookstore (depan HKL) siapa tak tau goolge map. Daripada kita semua membazir duit asyik pergi SPA, melancong ke sana sini, tgk 3D movies, shopping tak keharuan *menghabiskan duit rakyat guna duit JPA/Mara or mak bapak* better habis kan berjuta-juta ringgit beli Harrison, Willliams, Nelson & dll..
Tanya kpd seniors/ kawan2 yg byk link/ kwn2 di Malaysia/ uncle yg kerja kt Kamal Bookstore mana buku paling bagus, latest edition dan di pakai oleh students dan doctors di Malaysia (sebab contoh spt tropical disease lain Malaysia dan negara2 lain kerana faktor cuaca, geografi, vektor dan lain2. jadi kalau nak beli buku Parasit jangan tersilap beli buku " made in India" pula sebab lain penyakit nya*

3# Rajinkan diri semasa semester break pergi buat Attachment selama > 3minggu di Hospital Kerajaan. Banyak imput !!! doctors tak kan marah kita sebab kita masih student (ok paling2 ditanya macam2 n kita kena lah jawab snd..xleh nak tergantung kat org sebelah)..
Sebab nanti if dah HO, if Boss tanya kita tak dapat nak jawab/buat kerja salah/ubat tak tau/tersilap patients pasti di chop " U ni dari Universiti mana dulu? bodoh itu pun tak dapat nak buat" ... *&&%$%%% +# (sensor kene tapis)
#Kepada yang ada keluarga mengambil bidang seangkatan.. bolehla selamat sikit sebab nanti apa2 dapat langsung bertanya "abah, anti-hypertensi mana paling safe for pregnancy woman?" or "dont worry son, mom ada connection dgn staff nurse ni, ngn neurologist ni..dieroang tu sume bestfren mama" tapi kalau macam saya??? yang langsung tiada connection dengan siapa sahaja bagaimana? pasti semua beban jatuh ke bahu masing2. maka siapkan lah diri dengan ilmu yang setinggi Everast. Main point is ringankan mulut bertanya kepada sesiapa sahaja (asal tidak sesat) mengenai ilmu pelajaran, skills lab, bagaimana jadual, ini itu dan segalanya. Rugi ke kalau kita tanya 1000 soalan? jangan jadi bodoh sombong atau sok bagus/ sok pintar

4# Rajinkan diri search/google internet mengenai new disease, new drugs, new treatment, new rules about medical stuff atau apa sahaja yang berkaitan dengan Kementerian Kesihatan, Hospital Kerajaan di Malaysia. Google mengenai bagaimana menempuhi dan bekerja sbg HO kelak (metal prepare) dengan membaca utusan ol, the starts, berita harian, blogs atau apa2 sahaja

p/s: sebenarnya jangan takut nak menempuh sesuatu yang baru. biasala kita belum jejak kaki lagi tapi org lain sudah menakut-nakutkan (mental torture). face it ! keep on smiling and have faith in urself that u're the best among the rest. Tanamkan azam "aku grad from Uni ******** dan semua org pasti bangga dengan aku sebab aku bijak theory, aku bagus dlm skills lab, patients aku cakap aku doctor yg ramah dan lembut". alaaa nanti if bos marah2 kita.. kita pekak kan jela (dalam hati nak sumpah seranah xkesahla..hehehe). Tapi apa2 pun, kita sediakan la diri kita dengan bekalan dulu... ;)

Top Ranking Of University In Indonesia

According to Globe Asia’s Guide to Indonesian Universities

Public Universities

1. University of Indonesia

2. Gadjah Mada University

3. Institut Teknologi Bandung (Bandung Institute of Technology)

4. Institut Pertanian Bogor (Bogor Agriculture University)

5. Padjajaran University

6. Airlangga University

7. Hasanuddin University

8. Institut Teknologi Surabaya (Surabaya Institute of Technology)

9. Dipenogoro University

10. Universitas Sumatera Utara (University of North Sumatera)

Private Universities

1. Pelita Harapan University
2. Trisakti University
3. Tarumanegara University
4. Atmajaya University
5. Parahayangan University
6. Bina Nusantara University
7. Muhammadiyah Malang University
8. Maranatha University
9. Satya Wacana University
10. Petra University

TOP PRODI KEDOKTERAN

1. UI (BHMN) - Jakarta
2. UGM (BHMN) - Yogyakarta
3. UNAIR (BHMN) - Surabaya
4. UNPAD (Negeri) - Bandung
5. UNDIP (Negeri) - Semarang
6. UNHAS (Negeri) - Makkasar
7. USU (BHMN) - Medan
8. TRISAKTI (Swasta) - Jakarta
9. UNSRI (Negeri) - Palembang
10.UDAYANA (Negeri) - Denpasar
11.ATMAJAYA (Swasta) - Jakarta
12.ANDALAS (Negeri) - Padang
13.UNIBRAW (Negeri) - Malang
14.Maratha (Swasta) - Bandung
15. UNS (Negeri) - Surakarta


SUMBER : www.pdat.co.id

i don't know if there is the latest updated of top ranking medical universities in Indonesia.
So, this might help for those juniors who are searching for the best university to further their studies in Medical Faculty ;)

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